I received a beautiful long email from a man in his 20’s who is struggling to accept his inclination towards a female led relationship. These are My advices for him and other men like him. Watch the video for free on YouTube
I created certain rituals for many of the every day chores that My chattels must perform. This will not only establish a good control over how I want things to be done, but also will enhance his desire to submit by remembering why he must be a good servant for Me. This is the ritual of washing My hosiery, performed by sit, one of My chattels.
If you are part of my harem you must learn how to perform this ritual to perfection.
you will need: warm water, cold water, sensitive liquid detergent suitable for silk and wool.
Step 1: the pantyhose must be taken out of the bag and sort by color
Step 2: each pair must be kissed and the Mantra must be said once, before each pair is placed in its own pile
Step 3: the sensitive detergent is mixed with the warm water
Step 4: light colored hosiery is placed in the basin and gently washed by hand
Step 5: the hosiery (drained by water) is rinse in the cold water
Step 6: the hosiery is placed to dry if possible outside, away from direct sunlight or on clean towels
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I am using formal interaction modes for over 10 years although back then I had different names for each one. The idea came from discussing with good friend of Mine, Mistress Luna, who helped Me prepared for My first long term meeting with a boy that I met while filming at OWK.
The dynamic between a Lady and Her subject differs depending of many factors: privacy, mood etc I believe most Ladies are using them already but without including them formally in the training. I consider that formal rules will help a chattel be a better servant, therefore these interaction modes are part of basic training for each chattel before he gets to serve Me in person.
1. Basic Mode – for when in public or an audience that is not kink aware
2. Service mode – for when in private or with an audience that is kink aware
3. Play mode – during the play sessions or in privacy, any time I am in the mood for it.
I hope with this video to inspire fellow Ladies and to help males to become better servants. If you found it useful please share it with your community. http://allmylinks.com/ezada
The door opens. i fall on my knees and kiss Goddesses feet. i’m home at Bucharest again! The only thing i dreamt of during the last weeks wearing chastity and watching Her clips. Completely overwhelmed by Her presence and Her stunning beauty! There’s nothing comparing to being close to Goddess! She is so absolutely perfect! Absolutely everything vanishes once i am at Her feet looking up at Her Divine smile. The whole journey and the fear of not pleasing Her the way She wants it seems to be washed away within seconds. Being with Her is all and everything i live for since i first saw Her on Internet. Since i’m one of Her boys there wasn’t one moment i didn’t feel happy and blessed!
She allows me some minutes at Her feet. Then She grabs me by the collar that i wear permanently since more than one year now. „I want You naked and showered.“ In no time i am upstairs putting my clothes of and taking a shower while my chastity is getting painfully small. Then i‘m back downstairs waiting for Her command. After half an hours of waiting i hear Her high heels on the stairs. She walks to Her throne and rings the bell after taking Her place. Full of fear i see the electric dog collar, a leather short with locks and a big buttplug on the chair beside the throne. In the back of the room there‘s a chair that looks like a toilet. Many things to think of seeing Her amused smile.
i crawl to Her on all fours and get on my knees present chastity with my right hand.
„Today We/we will go out for dinner with some friends of Mine. Since They don’t want to have My chattel in Their presence you will have dinner at a separate table while I have a nice talk with My vanilla friends. But I want to be entertained by you. I want your ass stuffed and the electric collar around your genitals. Start!“
After 15 minutes of desperate fight with the big butt plug i am finally finished. She locks the padlock of the leather shorts and smiles while the big plug already causes a big urge to go to the restroom…..“now it’s time to check the collar“ She announces. Seconds later i‘m on the floor crying and squirming in pain.
„I‘m sure this will be a great evening. The keys to the lock will stay here,“ She smiles.
Later She’s sitting at the table with Her friends laughing and enjoying the stories of Her company while i sit at my table not being allowed to show that i know Stapana, completely humiliated by the butt plug that i know will be taken out soonest at home and already being forced to bend over the table and squirm in pain several times by heavy electric shocks in my genitals causing an almost unbearable pain and urge to use the restroom though i know i will not use anything cause the butt plug is closing and filling me completely.
After hours She says good bye to Her friends and they get up. i call the waiter but he says She has already paid for me. Then She calls me to the table to say goodbye to Her friends. They smile at me knowingly and say that Stapana has trained Her boys very well! We talk a little outside and Her friends are obviously impressed by the power Stapana has over Her boys. And then we get into the taxi to drive home. Stapana is smiling very content. And i’m on a cloud! All i want is to see Goddess happy. She takes the remote control out of Her handbag. And then comes the pain again. Almost unbearable. Not moving too heavy now. Not start to cry! That’s all i think of sinking into the backseat.
„You have been such a good boy. I’m happy! When We/we arrive home I have prepared a little filming as a reward! you will be happy to serve Me!“ She smiles.
„Yes Stapana! Your smile is such a wonderful reward! Please allow me to kiss Your hand Stapana“ i reply sweating and doing everything to keep my voice under control.
Then we arrive home, i‘m fixed in the toilet chair and Stapana slowly puts up Her perfect dress, forces my mouth open with a ring gag that is fixed to the floor and fixes my head completely. She starts playing with my genitals and in no time i‘m hard my caged cock desperately fighting with the steel chastity device.
„Now beg me to serve You champagne and dinner“ She smiles.
And i beg like i never have begged in my life almost getting no word out because of the ring.
„I can’t understand you, speak more articulate.“ For minutes i try everything until i almost cry.
„Like every boy You are a bit stupid and inarticulate! But you managed to show that you really want to be My toilet. you are such a good boy!“
Then She’s sitting down on the chair and everything gets dark. i’m the luckiest boy alive! Dreaming of Her perfect beauty and the absolute power She has over me. All i want is to make Goddess happy. This was my absolute taboo when i started the training. i told Her and sealed my fate with this. From the beginning She told me that i will beg to be Her toilet and now i feel so absolutely horny thinking of the dinner i‘m about to have! The urge to please Goddess has turned my taboo into something i crave for so badly!
„You haven‘t deserved My caviar yet so today it will be only My champagne. Enjoy every drop of it. Soon You will be My full toilet. And then i start drinking……
I ordered hubby to wear a pair of animal print panties, previously worn by Me for the whole day yesterday. In the evening I told him I want to inspect My property and I ordered him to come into My bedroom. he entered the room to find Me naked, wearing just My strap-less strap-on. I noticed a big hard on inside the chastity, under the sexy panties. I ordered him to kneel and I fucked his mouth, gagging him with My cock. I removed the chastity, leaving the cock ring on and I pegged his male-pussy with My strap-less strap-on. With every push I felt pleasure like I had a real cock to fuck him with. I was in such a good mood that I let him share the pleasure of the Doxy with Me. he almost came only from being fucked. But no cumming for hubby yet. After I came several times I put him back in chastity for the week. he is My slut.
I decided to share exclusively with My devotees (subscribed to OnlyEzada.com) a little clip I made yesterday, meant for My private collection but too hot not to share it with My good boys. It was filmed with My phone, so the quality is not that great but I am sure you will like it very much.
For some months I am exchanging emails with Miss M., a lovely lifestyle Domina. She runs an interesting blog, BDSM-couple.com, where She shares Her kinky experiences as Owner of Her husband, slave p.
She shares lots of My preferences (long term chastity, oral servitude, regular corporal punishments, daily tasks etc) and I can’t tell you how much pleases Me to see that more and more FLR couples decide to share their lifestyle on the Internet. Female Led Relationships are the best between married couples. The male is truly controlled and useful when he lives very close to his Owner and loves his Owner.
I find their blog as an inspiration for those curious about Female Led lifestyle . Anyone can live a fulfilling Female Led Relationship. All you need is a bit of confidence, a lot of negotiation and a desire to explore. A Female Led Relationship will not happen over night. It takes time and effort but believe Me, it is very fulfilling! As Miss M. told Me, lost of males are looking for a Lady who already discovered the benefits of Female Led Relationships to take control over them (and that’s ok) but take in consideration that for every Dominant Lady out there are hundreds of males willing to submit. Maybe is better to be inspired by other lifestyle couples and try to talk with your partner. She/he may be interested to experience BDSM and, why not, a FLR, in time.
Through the growth of social media, films and television, FemDom has begun to permeate the vanilla consciousness. Yet, there are many misconceptions regarding the nature of FemDom relationships which prevent them from truly being accepted. The terminology used can aid to fuel these misconceptions, and that is what I wish to cover here. In particular the terminology used when referring to a Domina’s property…….slave. The term slave is everywhere in FemDom, Domina’s use it to refer to Their owned males, it is often used to refer to males in general, “unowned” slaves (a contradiction in terms) are abundant. Yet, this term conveys a very different impression to the vanilla world than is the reality of a Female Led relationship.
The term slave carries with it a lot of historical, and current day, baggage. The image is one of non-consensual forced slavery. In history, from the ancient worlds of Egypt, Greece, Rome etc, to the later empires of the 19th century, the term slave conjures the image of people being forced through force of arms from their homes and countries. To be taken by force, to work and suffer through no choice of their own. If we move to the modern day, the news is frequented by stories of modern-day slavery, of people being treated brutally and forced to carry out demeaning and degrading acts against their will.
If it is to be truly accepted in the vanilla world, it is this image which FemDom needs to distance itself from, the image of non-consensuality. Sure, the Domina’s property will be made to carry out demeaning and degrading tasks for the amusement of it’s Owner, it may be whipped or punished. This may not sound so different, but there is a key difference, the words “against their will”. In a true FemDom relationship, the property has given itself into the power exchange of its own volition. The male has accepted its place under the rule of the Female and willingly accepts the punishments and humiliation. These acts are not merely an exchange of power, a way of enforcing the rule of the Female, they are a link between the two parties. There is trust between the Domina and Her property, the Domina trust that Her orders will be followed, the property trusts that it’s Owner will have it’s well being at heart. The humiliations and pain are a symbol of the property’s love for its Owner, the Domina loves Her property for its sacrifice.
It is also true that the term slave has become associated more with bdsm sex and not so much with the true dynamics of a FemDom relationship. A FemDom relationship is much more than bdsm sex, it is about the male submissive serving his Goddess in any way She requires to make Her life easier and more pleasurable, it is not, as is often perceived, merely servicing kinks.
The reality of a FemDom relationship is far removed from the concept which the vanilla world has of the term slave. It is for this reason, I have taken the decision to cease referring to my properties as slaves and have now decided to use the term chattel.
Chattel – “a piece of personal property, including something that can be moved, or rights such as copyright and patents, but not usually including land and buildings”
Once a male has given itself into a total power exchange with Me, it becomes my property. I believe the term chattel accurately represents what the male is (personal property), without carrying the baggage which so surrounds the term slave. It is My dream that one day FemDom will be fully accepted in the world, and by changing the terminology We can help to break some of those misconceptions which so hinder this.
Imagine a world in which Female Ownership of a male is fully accepted. I believe that by changing the vanilla world’s perception of FemDom relationships We can achieve this dream.
“Dear Goddess Ezada, I’m curious and I mean this respectfully, why dominate when there can be equality? Doesn’t it get boring without a strong man like myself telling you “no”, once in a while?”
Since I started to date, in My teenage years, I have had relationships with different types of people. I have enough experience to know the dynamic that works best for Me and fulfills My desires. I only like partners who are very obedient and are happy to give Me total control over their lives, not only sexually, but especially in the everyday life. I have zero interest in a relationship based on equality or brats who are trying to make Me play by their rules.
But My desire to be in total control over My partner doesn’t mean I do not care, love and respect him. Only people with great qualities and integrity can become a part of My harem. And those who are worthy of being Mine are happy to offer Me total control over them. It is a mutually beneficial relationship.
It is February and I have just arrived to visit my beautiful Owner Goddess Ezada Sinn in Bucharest. It has been several months since I have seen Her beauty and been used and abused for Her pleasure. Goddess wastes little time in catching up on the abuse.It begins with Goddess giving me a release, but this has nothing to do with giving me pleasure. my pleasure is not important here, only Hers. i find myself bound in the cockstock, arms behind my back in an arm binder, totally helpless to whatever Goddess wishes to do. Frustration is the order of the day it seems, as i find myself teased and edged time and time again before being brought to ruined orgasm after ruined orgasm. Soon i am totally empty and Goddess makes clear the reason for the milking. It is time for Goddess to introduce me to the cane and to make it more special, and more painful, She wants me to have no arousal left.
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So, now that all the arousal has gone, it is time for me to suffer for my beautiful Owner. Am i freed from the cockstock? Of course not. Goddess likes Her slaves in the cockstock, so why remove them. Much better to enjoy keeping them in it while also enjoying abusing them. First, the warm up, a flogger across my back and ass. It is painful, but nothing compared to what is to come, and it serves to make my ass more sensitive to the strokes of the cane.
Now it is time for the main event, the caning. i hear the sound of Goddess’ heels as She walks behind me, then the swish of the cane…….It’s a scary sound, but no pain comes just yet. Goddess walks around in front of me, cane in hand. Oh how beautiful She is as She stands there flexing the cane, the smile in Her eyes as She thinks about the pain She is about to inflict.
i hear the click-clack, click-clack as Goddess walks back behind me, then it stops and i know the time is here……Arrrrrrggggghhhhhh……..the first blow lands on my already sensitive ass. It is so painful, very different to the whip. A single whip feels like it is slicing, the dragon tail feels a very hard slap. This is like a combination of the two, and i can almost feel the bruises already. But, this is just the start, the number of strokes and the strength of the blow increases each round until reaching 10. That means over 50 strokes of the cane across my poor ass. By the time it reaches 4 my ass is already on fire, and there is so much more to go. i can almost feel Goddess’ smile as i cry out after each stroke. 5, 6, 7…..i am in agony, my breathing getting heavier as the pain grows more intense, tears welling in my eyes. Swish…….arrrghhhhhhh………swish……….arrggghhhhhh, this is my world now, and i can hear Goddess enjoying it, the blows now so much stronger than the start.
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The 8th set over. Just 2 more sets and 19 more very hard strokes to go, my ass already feels like you could fry eggs on it, and it is going to get hotter. 9……….so much pain, i virtually hang in the cock stock, will i every be able to sit down again? The final 10, 10 very hard strokes across my already bruised ass, every stoke is pure agony for me and pleasure for my beautiful Owner.
The caning finally over, i am where i always want to be; kneeling before my wonderful Owner, embracing Her legs and hearing Her say She is happy. my ass may on fire, but this is the happiest moment, to have endured and suffered for my Owner and hear that She is pleased. This is happiness for this slave.
When one belongs to Goddess Ezada Sinn one accepts that orgasms, ruined or real, are few and far between. So how does one react when a task from Goddess requires one to cum? Well, imagine visiting your family and receiving the following order “when you will get back home, between Christmas and new year try to achieve 80 ruined orgasms”. This would mean 80 ruined orgasms in 5 days, an average of 16 per day!! A masturbation marathon.
Flabbergasted doesn’t quite cover it, how does one react to such an order? Dear reader, does this sound like an easy task? My immediate thought was, i can’t achieve this. The enormity of the undertaking sounded way out of reach. However, not trying was not an option. It was a task for my Owner, so there is no alternative but to try my very hardest. i would have 3 days to contemplate the task before i must begin, 3 days of trying to devise a “strategy” for achieving Goddess’ task.
The first day begins with me still visiting my family, but all the time only Goddess’ task in my mind. i wouldn’t be home until the evening giving 5-6 hours of “marathon time”. In order to achieve my daily average I would need to manage 3-4 ruined orgasms an hour. First order of business, buy some lube, i feel it will be needed.
Arriving home i think about my mammoth task, how best to achieve 16 orgasms in one evening!! i decide to try hard and fast, with breaks to replenish energy and obviously Goddess’ clips as inspiration. It begins well, watching one of my favourite of Goddess in blue latex training Her sissy to take Her cock. Rubbing furiously i manage 4 ruined orgasms, a quarter of the way to the days target. This might just be achievable, i begin to think. Oh too early, it takes 2 more clips and over half an hour to achieve another 4 ruined orgasms. The last one very very difficult and just a trickle coming out. i am exhausted and empty, a break is needed to replenish energy and hopefully the balls will refill. Just an hour has gone, there are still 72 more to achieve, i begin to realise what a task this really is.
After a 2 hour break to replenish the marathon resumes. Aroused by Goddess’ clips, the first ruined orgasm comes easily, but it is not long before it becomes a struggle again. Each orgasm more difficult than the last, as i masturbate i feel the arousal build and yet the orgasm keeps just out of reach. 10, 11, 12 and 13 are achieved with difficulty, the final one just a dribble. i end the day tired, frustrated and locked in chastity….there are still 67 more ruined orgasms to achieve. The next four days will be hard.
Awaking on the morning of my second day my mind comes back to the task at hand. Back to the marathon before getting ready for work. i switch one of my favourite of Goddess’ facesitting clips and get to the task. i wank and i wank but, despite many false dawns, it is a real struggle. After an hour i have achieved only 2 more ruined orgasms, still 65 more to go!! i lock myself back into chastity and begin wonder how on earth i am going to achieve this as i get ready for work.
Returning home from work i set back to the task. Unlocking the chastity and fetching the lube i switch on one of Goddess’ clips. i begin to rub my cock, gradually bringing it to erection. i tease the head, bringing a deep arousal and getting close to the edge. i increase the speed, wanking harder and harder. It doesn’t take long before i reach another ruined orgasm, a release but no pleasure. The next hour continues in the same vein, aroused by Goddess’ clips i manage to reach 5 ruined orgasms. Tired and in need of food and time for my balls to refill, i take a break. A lot more needed this evening if i am to catch up.
After the break, it is back to the task again. The lube comes out and Goddess’ clips restart, 60 more left and i want 9 more before the day ends. Wank, wank, wank, Goddess’ task is all that exists for me, nothing else matters. 2 clips later, 3 more ruined orgasms. So frustrated, lots of releases but no pleasure for poodle. Another clip, 2 more orgasms, must keep going. i continue rubbing my cock, thinking only of achieving my Goddess’ task, desperate not to fail. The day ends with 14 ruined orgasms, still 53 needed, and a very sensitive cock.
Day 3 begins and i am surprised to find myself waking with an erection in my chastity device. i begin to think about what i have to achieve. 53 more ruined orgasms in 3 days, that’s more than 17 per day. Best get to the task, i have an hour before getting ready for work. i realise “fast and hard” is not going to work. i decide to change strategy to keeping a steady rhythm, it’s a marathon not a sprint. Starting at a slow speed i tease myself to the edge of orgasm. i increase the speed, putting special attention on my so so sensitive cock head. Arousal build until i can feel the orgasm coming, the pressure builds and builds. Just as i feel the orgasm i let go, out spills the cum in a frustrating ruined orgasm. After an hour i have achieved 3 ruined orgasms and several dry orgasms, i feel the pressure of orgasm but nothing comes out and the orgasm slips away.
Getting home i get straight back to it, i can’t get any further behind. The first stretch goes well, i achieve 5 ruined orgasms but my cock is becoming very very sensitive. i begin to feel like the arousal and frustration will drive me mad. It is like constant post orgasmic torture. Goddess demands more and, after a brief break, i keep going achieving another 4 ruined orgasms. my cock is beginning to suffer now, despite using copious amounts of lube the head is being rubbed raw by the constant masturbation. It stings as i apply lube to my cock. After another short break i try for more, but my balls are beginning to feel empty and orgasms are hard to come by. i manage just 2 more before having to end for the day exhausted and empty. i hav e managed 14, I haven’t managed my daily average in any of the days so far. i still have 39 to achieve in 2 days, this is beginning to feel impossible.
i awake and it is beginning to feel like Groundhog Day. Wank, work, wank, sleep, wank, work, wank sleep. After greeting my Owner i get back to my task. my cock is sensitive and sore, but i have to keep going. This is a big day, i need a lot of ruined orgasms if i am to make it. i have to pace myself, otherwise i fear i will break my cock. i stroke and tease myself to an erection, stroking the sensitive head of cock. It doesn’t take long to reach the edge of orgasm, a little more and i pull my hand away ruining my own orgasm yet again. Oh how frustrating to be allowed to stroke oneself but never the sweet pleasure of a real orgasm. i manage 5 frustrating and slightly painful ruined orgasms before getting ready for work.
An early finish from work, thank Goddess, more time for my task. It is the only thing on my mind, i am like a mindless wanking robot. Wank, wank, wank, it is all that exists for me. i put on more of Goddess’ clips and begin my work, “just” 34 more needed before the end of tomorrow. my cock doesn’t seem to want to play but i tease it to yet another erection, surprised that it is still able to react. Stroke, stroke, stroke, rub, rub, rub. After 45 minutes i’ve managed 3 orgasms, another 30 minutes another 2. 29 left but each one seems like a trial and my cock hurts, i tell this to Goddess’. “I love it” She replies. Over the next few hours i stroke my cock to orgasm after orgasm, desperate to make some ground up. Time after time i bring my cock to erection, each one a surprise. By the time i need to eat i have the target down to 20, a few more today and i might just make it.
The evening is difficult, my cock doesn’t want to respond and every one feels like a trial. Time and time again i feel the orgasm building, only for it to slip away before i achieve orgasm. my cock head is red and sore, my arm is getting tired. This is a true test of endurance, i wonder if a marathon may be easier. Nevertheless i persevere, inspired by the beautiful Goddess who owns me. After several hours i have struggled to 4 more, an exhausting day. “Just” 16 more left to achieve tomorrow, but i feel empty. Hopefully a good night’s sleep will replenish me and my balls.
i awake to the thought of more wanking, i’ve had my fill of wanking but i’ve a task to do. 16 to achieve today and no work, i can pace myself and i hope this will be enough. i’ve awoken with an erection and hope this is a good sign, but i soon find this is a false dawn. i stroke and stroke and feel the orgasm build, but it slips away. i keep stroking and teasing the head of my cock. Eventually i feel the orgasm and release, ruining the orgasm and frustrating myself. It was hard, but one more closer to the total. After a very difficult hour i am 4 closer to completion, just 12 more, i am determined now to get there.
After a break i resume the marathon, just 12 more i tell myself, it still sounds like a lot. i play some clips of Goddess using me for Her pleasure and get back to frustrating myself. Stroking myself, each erection, each edge feels like a struggle. Several times i come close to orgasm and it slips frustratingly away, when it does come i frustrate myself with a ruined orgasm. Already 68 frustrated ruined orgasms and i have to do more. i push myself to 4 more before needing to have another break, by the end there is very little coming out. It is an orgasm, but only just. After so many orgasms and so much masturbation i am exhausted.
Back to the marathon, 8 left to go, very close now. Despite everything i try and Goddess’ arousing clips there is nothing. i stroke and i stroke, rub and rub, time and time again i feel deep frustrating arousal with no release at the end. It is pure post orgasmic torture, the skin and the head of my cock are very tender and sore and i’ve achieved nothing towards the total. i take a break for a few hours in an attempt to replenish.
Returning to my task i play a clip of Goddess teasing and torturing poodle to 4 ruined orgasms, it seems quite fitting for today. Rub, rub, stroke, stroke, i tease myself to 2 more orgasms. my cock is blistered on the head near the frenum. Just 6 more, nearly there, i can almost taste it. i push myself to 2 more frustrating releases despite the stinging in my cock. Empty again, i need a break if i am to complete. By now i am feeling like i have had my fill of masturbating, chastity seems like a wonderful dream.
After 2 hours i return to my task, 5pm and just 4 more to achieve before the day ends. i’m exhausted and everything hurts, but inspired by Goddess in latex i reach 2 more frustrating ruined orgasms. The second one feels like a struggle and i don’t know if there is anything left in me but i’m so close. Stroke, stroke, stroke; rub, rub, rub, it takes over half an hour to reach the next one. So many false dawns, so many times i feel like i am going to cum but nothing happens, but eventually i have only 1 left.
Just 1, sounds easy now, but oh no. After 79 releases in 5 days, poodle’s cock really doesn’t want to play anymore. i rub and rub and rub, tease, tease and tease. It hurts, my cock is sore and red. Eventually, inspired by Goddess using “horsie” on my ass, i cum. It is a tiny frustrating ruined orgasm, but it is an orgasm. i collapse, exhausted after my trial, but i’m there.
Goddess is please, i am tired and i fear my cock may never work again, but Goddess is pleased and that is all that matters. i happily lock my cock back in chastity, oh it feels so sweet now.