I think Mistress Kennya’s sissy in training is really ready to suck a real cock right now! However, the only spare male penis around is my straight cameraman’s, who might be not too exited to have a man so close to his genitals, but he’s a male and and I’ll use him as I choose. With proper direction, Our sissy slut starts to show his true gay colors as he begs for permission to wrap his lips around the erect shaft. With Mistress Kennya’s hand pushing the back of his head, We are amazed at how deeply he swallows the entire dick. Our sissy is proving to be quite the slut. Its time for him to savor his very first taste of sperm, every drop of it. Our slave does not disappoint Us.
At the beginning of this year I visited the United Stated again, for 3 weeks. I highly enjoyed My trip to Nevada, Arizona and California, but since the trip involved many hours on the road, I decided to amuse Myself on the behalf of My slaves. 3 of My sissy boys received this kinky task. I enjoyed so much the humiliation My poodle endured, that I want to share it with you.
It does not matter how far away Goddess Ezada is, She imposes complete control over Her property. As Her slave one always has to be prepared to carry out Her tasks no matter what they are, or how complicated. When the task involves the opportunity for a release one knows there will be a catch. A release has to be earned by pain or humiliation. The task Goddess had sent would take 4 days to complete and a release was by no means guaranteed.
The day begins with me putting on some panties, nice pink cotton ones. The first part of Goddess’ order. i must wear panties for the whole day, in the evening they will be my gag while i carry out the rest of the day’s instruction. The whole day at work all i can think about is that the panties i am wearing will be going in my mouth. Such thoughts certainly remind the slave of it’s place as Goddess’ property.
In the evening, having worn the panties for the whole day, i get started on Goddess’ task. Part 1, place the worn panties in my mouth. So humiliating, i cannot help but keep thinking of where they have been. Next i put on another pair of panties, a pink thong. Goddess instructed me they should be able to show up the precum well. Gagged and freshly pantied i begin the main part of the task, 30 minutes of teasing and edging. i begin with the clip with Goddess smothering me with Her red leather gloves. It doesn’t take long before i am at the edge, pulling myself back from cumming. By the end of the first clip the panties are already soaked with precum and there is still another 20 minutes to go. In the second clip Goddess demonstrates just how aroused leather makes Her. i tease myself along to the clip but, unlike Goddess, no cumming for me. Just a lot of precum and a lot of edging and frustration. By the end of the 30 minutes the panties are covered in precum and i am utterly frustrated and very very aroused.
The final part of the day’s task is to draw around the precum stains with a marker and send a picture to Goddess. i retire to sleep wearing the precum soaked panties as ordered by Goddess.
Waking on the morning of day 2 i am reminded of my task by the precum soaked panties. The precum has dried but it is a little humiliating to be wearing them. It is pleasant to remove them to prepare for work, but i know i will be wearing them again that evening.
The day’s task is similar to yesterdays, but with the addition of a butt plug. i must tease and edge myself for 30 minutes whilst wearing the butt plug. i take the biggest plug i own, lube it up and ease it in to my ass. It is big but feels like it goes in easily after experiencing Goddess’ horsie. i begin watching a clip with Goddess wearing a beautiful blue latex catsuit. It feels like Goddess is talking directly to me, teasing me. i get so so aroused, so close to the edge, but there can be no orgasm for me. Only frustration exists, and i must do a lot of teasing if i am to earn a release. i end up watching the clip again, such is the affect the clip has upon me.
Watching the next clip it is like Goddess is talking directly to me, except for one thing. In the clip the watched is instructed to cum in 10 strokes, but no cumming for me. It takes only a few strokes before i am on the edge, and so it continues. Edge after edge after edge. i lose count of how many times i pull myself back from the brink. By the end the precum mark is bigger than the day before. i mark the stain with the marker and send a picture to Goddess before going to sleep, yet again in the precum soaked panties.
Day 3 begins with a feeling of déjà vu, i awake wearing the dried precum panties. They are a reminder of the task I must perform in the evening, if i needed one.
The task begins similarly to the day before, but, in addition to the butt plug, i must suck on a realistic dildo while teasing myself to Goddess’ clips. Once again i watch Goddess smothering me with Her red leather gloves. Remembering the helplessness in the monoglove, the teasing of my nipples and the struggle for breath under Goddess’ manipulation is so so arousing. Edge after edge after edge bring a huge amount of precum. The humiliation of the plug and dildo, combined with the clip pushes all the buttons Goddess wants.
The teasing and edging continues to a clip of Goddess pegging Her poodle. The memories of having my hole abused engender such feelings of submissiveness and at the same time arousal. This combination brings me to the edge multiple times, creating a huge puddle of precum in my pink panties. The day of edging and teasing ends with the precum marks even bigger than the day before. i mark the precum stains again and take a picture for Goddess. Going to sleep in the rather moist panties, i think about the final part of the task i will carry out the next day.
Day four, the day of reckoning. The reason for the marking of the precum stains is to establish what activity i must carry out. At the beginning of the task Goddess set the following conditions for day 4:
precum marks have same size: i will be allowed to cum but with toothpaste for lube.
precum marks bigger with every day: i will be allowed to cum using a toothbrush for stimulation.
precum marks smaller every day – tease and denial with no cumming.
i have done enough for a release, but it will not be a pleasant one. There is no pleasure without pain for Goddess’ property. i begin watching Goddess clips and rub my cock with the toothbrush. As i become more and more aroused, the head of my cock becomes more and more sensitive. i can feel every bristle of the brush as I move it up and down the sensitive cock head. The pain of the brush keeps pulling me away from the edge. i find myself going through a cycle, arousal, pain, arousal, pain. i’m convinced i will be unable to achieve a release, every time i am close the pain from the brush on my sensitive cock head makes it slip away. i persist, the pain in my cock increasing. Despite the pain, the arousal is such that i reach an orgasm. It is a painful, frustrating orgasm, as a slave’s release always is.
i send pictures to Goddess and tell Her i managed to cum while brushing my cock. Goddess is pleased, so i am pleased. i go to sleep content at making my Owner happy.
For a year i have been training my ass, putting in bigger and bigger plugs. Stretching it for my Owner Goddess Ezada Sinn. Anyone who has seen Her clip store will know Goddess has some huge strap-ons in Her toy box. As Her bitch i must be able to accommodate anything She wants to insert. As i sit writing the command from Goddess comes “3 more pumps”, so the pink inflatable plug is pumped 3 more times. But this story is about yesterday’s events and my first meeting with “Horsie”.
Here i kneel in front of Goddess Ezada Sinn. She looks amazing in Her latex catsuit, but there is something else eye catching. “Horsie”, Goddess’ huge horse cock strap-on. It looks intimidating in picture, but just think how it must look when it is right in front of your face!! Holding it in my hands, i feel the heavy weight of this huge cock. No matter how much training i am not sure this will fit.
Soon i am bent over awaiting the inevitable, what am I feeling? Is it fear? Is it excitement? i would characterise it as intimidated, coupled with excitement. i knew this day would come so fear has long been vanquished, some nervousness when faced with such a monster is to be expected. However, Goddess’ obvious excitement at using “Horsie” on me for the first time is contagious.
Goddess places the giant cock on my back, it feels huge, like it is longer than i am tall. i feel the head against my ass, oh my, no escape now. Stretching, stretching and it’s in. No pain but full like never before. It will only get fuller, as Goddess pushes the cock deeper and it gets wider and wider. i wonder, will my ass ever recover? i’ve never felt anything so deep inside of me before. Never mind that now, more abuse for my hole to take yet. As Goddess thrusts back and forth the feeling of pressure is immense, but it begins to feel enjoyable.
Goddess continues fucking Her bitch hard then suddenly, pop, it is out. The feeling when Goddess pulled the cock out is almost indescribable, and rather arousing. It was like a suction, as if my insides were a vacuum. Which they most probably were, as the huge cock must have forced all the air out from inside me. i feel empty, but it doesn’t last long before i feel the invader knocking again at the door to my ass. Stretch, stretch, stretch, i am beginning to believe that my ass will never recover. But, i am definitely enjoying being thoroughly used as Goddess’ bitch. The pounding continues and continues until Goddess is satisfied then, pop, it’s out again. Thoroughly used and loved every second, so much so that i realise i have been dripping.
i look at Goddess, in Her latex outfit and the monster She has just abused my hole with, i am even more in awe of Her than ever before. So ends my first meeting with “Horsie”, i am quite sure it will not be my last. And, in the back of my mind, i wonder…..what else could possibly await?……..
Several months ago I received an email from Geri. he told Me he feels inspired by Me and asked permission to use Me in one of his books. After reading the first parts of the book I told him I would be happy to be part of the story. Recently I received the finished book: Heirloom V – 50 Years in Bondage to My Family by Geri Wilde. I read it almost at once during a long flight, feeling Myself very aroused by his ability to capture the essence of My dominance, My preferences and My female supremacy philosophy. I never met Geri in person but he managed to present ME in his 5th part of the book in a brilliant way.
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Why do males have nipples? They serve no purpose, or so i used to think. Not so now, Goddess Ezada has taught me the purpose of a males nipples. They exist for entertainment, Goddess’ entertainment of course. Entertainment which comes from torture and pain.
Goddess Ezada thoroughly enjoys torturing Her slave’s nipples, something which i discovered on our first meeting. i also learned that my nipples were too small for Goddess’ liking. Goddess’ slaves must have full, pert nipples, much better for teasing and torturing. How does one make one’s nipples bigger, regular training and torturing of course. So begins my daily routine of nipple training. i must train them at least twice a day, torturing and stretching them for the Goddess who owns me.
The nipples are a very sensitive part of the anatomy, to both pleasure and pain. At Goddess’ hands one will writhe in agony or frustrated arousal. When Goddess teases my nipples i become very aroused, usually while i am locked in a chastity cage. Suddenly Goddess will change to twisting, pinching and squeezing my nipples, making me writhe in pain. All done with a smile on Her beautiful face. This is what i must train myself for, to make this more enjoyable for Goddess.
my training starts with instructions to tease, twist and squeeze my nipples whenever i am on my own. This tends to arouse, but after a while i do notice my nipples looking bigger. This is just the start however, and it is no too long before my training is moved up a level.
Level 2 is the use of clothes pegs upon my nipples. Pegs make very good makeshift nipple clamps, they are designed for the express purpose of gripping. i do wonder if the inventor ever considered such a use for the design, perhaps that was the intention all along and others misinterpreted.
If you have never tried clamps or pegs on your nipples and wonder how it feels i will do my best to do the experience justice. Firstly, let me state the obvious, it hurts….a lot. However, you may find that pain can also come with arousal. The initial pain when one applies the pegs can be very intense. As the peg closes on the nipple it compresses it forcing the blood out of the area and creating the aforementioned pain. This does fade after a period, but beware, it returns with a vengeance when the clamps are removed and the blood rushes back in. Goddess loves to watch Her slave as She removes and re-applies nipple clamps, your pain will be readily visible as you grimace, gasp and writhe. Nipple clamps and chastity can create a torturous combination. There is pain from your nipples, but the sensations also bring arousal, this arousal will cause more pain from the chastity. In this state you will truly understand who controls you.
The next level of nipple training is to add weights to the pegs. Goddess wants bigger nipples, what better way than to stretch them. The weights pull on the nipples creating a new painful sensation. Wearing them as one moves is difficult, any movement causes the weights to move pulling and stretching your nipples more. Believe me, you will feel it, it will hurt. Despite this, i welcome the pain i cause myself in service to Goddess Ezada. After the pegs with weights come some alligator clamps. These also come with a chain attaching them, much easier for attaching weights (how fortunate). The sensations caused by these are very similar to the pegs, but the pressure is adjustable to make the sensations more intense.
Every morning the day is started with the attaching of the nipple clamps. Believe me, this works far better than coffee at waking one up in the morning. The clamps are removed and re-applied regularly to ensure maximum pain is endured. i usually endure an hour of training in the morning before starting my day. The day will end in a very similar vein.
Is it possible to become addicted to nipple training? If so, i think i may be. Whenever i am on my own i feel almost naked without the clamps and feel the need to apply them and welcome the pain. i believe i have become conditioned to identify the pain with the connection to the Goddess who owns me.
So, here i am 6 months after my first meeting with Goddess Ezada Sinn. i definitely have fuller perkier nipples. Soon i will be meeting Goddess again, i look forward to seeing if She enjoys torturing them more. i welcome the pain if it will bring Goddess a smile.
Bananas, they are just a fruit aren’t they? That’s what i once thought, but like so many things, my perception of bananas has changed significantly since joining Goddess Ezada’s training.
Bananas form an important part of my training, i must use them daily and always have bananas in my home. What must i do, you ask…..anyone who has watched this clip www.EzadaSinn.com/9383317 will know. Goddess uses them to train me in cock sucking, i have to practice deep throating them. It is important that i am ready for Goddess’ cock when i am allowed to meet Her. In my second skype session with Goddess, i had to show Her how i was progressing. This was early in my training, and i was not so good. One must be able to take the banana deep without leaving teeth marks. i took it as deep as possible, but the gagging effect caused me to bite. More training was needed, there would be plenty since i was to practice every day. Every day i would lick the tip, kiss up and down the length of the banana before taking it as deep as I could. Deepthroating it is not easy, the gag reflex is strong, but i keep training and do my best to please Goddess. i would send Goddess pictures and videos of my training, often putting on lipstick so Goddess can see how deep I have managed to take the banana.
After much practice, i am able to take a full banana in my mouth. i still gag, but i am able to control it and leave the banana unmarked. At the FemDom Retreat, Goddess uses this to humiliate me in front of all the Mistress’ at dinner. Goddess has me explain how i train with bananas and how i can take a full banana in my mouth. i am utterly humiliated and Goddess revels in it, seeing Goddess happy makes the humiliation easier to cope with. Any slave of Goddess Ezada must accept that humiliation will be a part of his life. In the evening Mistress Ava gets a banana for me to demonstrate, my humiliation is deepened, but i manage to take the whole thing and Goddess is pleased. This is the reality of life under Goddess’ control, one exists for Her pleasure and must put aside any personal discomfort.
It goes deeper than that though, Goddess has so ingrained bananas into a part of my sex life that i find myself unable to see them without getting a little embarrassed at my thoughts. Just this morning i was in the supermarket, bananas were on my shopping list of course. Browsing the bananas, i search for the biggest and greenest i can find. i find myself becoming excited, the bigger the bananas the more excited i become. i know the Woman next to me knows nothing, but i find myself becoming embarrassed. i’m sure i must have been blushing.
The size and ripeness of the bananas is extremely important, green bananas are much better. An overripe banana is no good, it is far too soft. Why does this matter? Well, sucking and deepthroating isn’t all that i may have to do. In my skype session with Goddess i was ordered to peel a banana and insert it. The banana was a little overripe, and so this became very messy. Let me tell you, sitting there with banana dribbling out of you is very humiliating. From that time on i would always try to find the greenest bananas i could, i never know what i will be ordered to do.
Ripeness is even more important when they are used for my ass fucking training.
Those who follow me on twitter may have seen this image of Goddess’s poodle using bananas while watching Her clips. This task had multiple purposes. 1. it was very humiliating. 2. To strengthen the association between bananas and sex which Goddess had developed. 3. To train me to associate having things inserted in my ass with pleasure.
So here i am today, someone who used to enjoy eating bananas but now, due to Goddess Ezada’s training, unable to look at a banana without thinking about where it could be inserted.
I strongly believe in training My servants to use household objects or or other things that can be found in any house. Not only because it is easy for them (they don’t have to buy sometimes expensive S&M toys, they don’t have to hide them in case they need to be very discreet) but also because I know that in time, every time they will see/use the respective objects in their everyday activities, it will be a reminder of their training.
Distance training can be very fulfilling, having a male do everything I wish despite the distance is very arousing. I use them to fulfil My fantasies, like My Australian slave. I had fantasised about having a slave suck cock for Me on Skype, he was just perfect for it. I knew he wanted it too, but I could tell he was scared. I decided to take My time, I wanted it to be perfect and didn’t want to scare him off.
First I had to make him feel slutty. It was so much fun making him dress in pink lingerie, and put on whorish makeup. Making him perform a lap dance for Me on Skype was very humiliating for him and so arousing for Me. Seeing he was locked in his little chastity cage made Me even more aroused.
After a few lap dances I could tell he was beginning to enjoy it, on his way to becoming the slut I wanted. Time for the cock sucking training. My slut in training had to buy bananas, he wasn’t told why but he suspected. From the size of the bananas, I knew I had found myself a real slut. The first time would be on Skype for Me, I enjoyed watching him struggle. Gagging on the banana, marking it with his teeth. Not so good, but he would get better with training. I ordered him to send pictures and videos of his training, so much fun to see his progress.
After a month it was time to see his progress on Skype. I had him put bright red lipstick on, giving him pouty cock sucking lips. He had to kiss the whole length of the banana, lick the tip, then take the banana slowly between his red cock sucking lips. With the banana about halfway in he starts gagging, I instruct him to slowly remove the banana and try again. After a few attempts he swallows the whole thing, so arousing seeing his big red lips slowly engulf the entire thing. I make him bob up and down on the banana and moan so I knew he was enjoying it. I loved hearing him gag as it hit the back of his throat. he held up the banana for Me to inspect and there were no teeth marks, he was ready.
For the real thing I decided to use a professional escort rather than a random stranger. My slut was nervous and his safety is important. W/we both felt that this would be safer and they would have seen and understand all kinks. I found a company called Dirty Playbook and visited their website dirtyplaybook.com.au/. Finding the gay section, I looked over the pictures searching for the right specimen. There he was, just perfect, athletic, toned, shaved, pretty face and seemingly taller than My slut. Though I could not see it, from the bulge it appeared he had a nice big cock.
Contact was made, I explained to him what I desired. he understood everything, this really was going to be perfect, and I set a date for the event.
The day arrived, I had My slave log on to Skype and set up the camera in a convenient position for Me. I decided to have him dress very slutty, big fake boobs, tight short latex dress (slave’s idea, I knew he was a real slut). Next was the lipstick, giving him bright red cock sucking lips. I had him bend over, shake and smack his little ass for Me, I was really getting into the mood.
A knock on the door: show time. My slut answered the door VERY nervously. The guy walked in and he was exactly as the pictures showed. Now I was really getting aroused, having My property debase themselves for Me is so so exciting. To get everyone in the mood, My slut had to perform a lap dance. Oh how much fun to see his humiliation as he moved his slutty ass.
Time for the main event, slut looked so reluctant as he knelt down in front of the cock. I knew he wanted it really and he knew I wanted it. All he had to do was what I had trained him to do. he reluctantly started to kiss it, his face looking very flushed. As he licked the tip I could tell he was starting to enjoy it, maybe even eager. Wrapping his lips around it and slowly moving his mouth up and down. Gag gag gag, what a wonderful sound. I was getting very aroused by the show, I just had to get my magic wand, why should My slut have all the fun?? Seeing his head bob up and down the length of the cock made Me very wet. My slut was really enjoying this now, I could see from his chastity device. And the culmination, when the guy took the condom off and covered My slut’s face in a thick layer of cum – that was priceless.
As we talked afterwards, My slave admitted how much he enjoyed the experience. As for Me……I can’t wait to do it again, but should it be this slut or another newbie?
…morning breaks on the third and final full day of my service to Goddess Ezada Sinn, this day would bring the sternest test i will face. The day beings with foot worship, i am in heaven as i look up into Goddess’ face while kissing Her feet. The ritual feels so intimate and looking up into Goddess’ eyes makes one feel so submissive and owned. There were many wonderful moments over the weekend but, as i look back now, it is the morning foot worship that i miss the most.
i serve Goddess coffee and breakfast before She begins to prepare Herself for the day. Goddess has a few sessions today and it is my task to clean everything up after each session, i try my best not to miss anything as i already have plenty of whip strokes coming later. During each session i wait patiently in the bedroom until Goddess has need of me. Every time Goddess walks into the room i look up and Her beauty makes my heart skip, Goddess truly is breath taking (in many ways, as i would find out later). After one of Goddess’ sessions She tells me what happened in the session, how much She enjoyed it, and that She wishes to re-enact it later. With that i set to cleaning up, one of the items i have to clean up is a latex sleep sack/body bag. As i am cleaning it i realise it is highly likely i will find out just how helpless one feels when inside.
During Goddess’ last session i am instructed to train my ass for Her. i have 4 butt plugs with me (for those who are interested they are from this set http://www.honour.co.uk/magnum-ease-in-anal- dilator-kit.php and it is the smallest one i didn’t have). i am to wear each plug for 20 minutes, working from smallest to largest, and post on twitter. i work up to the largest one, this one is 6 ½ inches (16.5cm) in diameter at the biggest point. As it nears the end of the 20 minutes Goddess’ session finishes and i am required to start cleaning, by the time i am given permission to remove the plug it has been in for an hour and i am feeling really stretched.
In the afternoon W/we visit Madame Caramel for tea. Goddess tells me i am to dress up in my pink outfit, i misunderstand and go to get dressed for the taxi journey. Boy, was i relieved when Goddess told me i was to put vanilla clothing on until we arrive.
When W/we arrive, Madame Caramel has a surprise for Goddess and i am taken upstairs to assist in this surprise. As it happens, i am to be the surprise, Madame Caramel has a wonderful pink maid’s outfit which i am to wear. i realize i should be embarrassed at the thought of being dressed so, but all i can think of is how much Goddess would like it. Soon i am dressed and ready to present to Goddess. i descend the stairs and enter the room with a curtsy, as taught by Madame Caramel, Goddess is delighted and Her smile is wonderful to see. Along with Madame Caramel’s 2 servants, i learn how to serve afternoon tea. i am very nervous as this whole situation is entirely new, but i desperately want to please Goddess. Afternoon tea finished, we clear the table and are allowed to eat. i am honoured with the gift of Goddess’ leftovers, it is an even greater honour when Goddess adds Her spit. Of course the food with Goddess’ spit is to be eaten first as it is most precious.
Afternoon tea over with, Goddess and Madame are relaxing. i am beckoned to kneel before Goddess feet and give Goddess a foot massage. This is not a skill i have any practice at, but Goddess explains how She likes it done and i believe i get a little better (but still in need of a lot of practice). i love kneeling before Goddess, it just feels right. i change out of the maids outfit and back into vanilla clothing before the next entertainment. Joris and i are to show how well we know the slave positions at Goddess’ command. We begin with following the verbal commands before moving on to just hand signals. During the hand signals only, a clicking sound is used to signal for us to look up at Goddess’ hands. Goddess seemed pleased with my performance, in particular that i knew slut position as this is not in the manual. Knowledge of the slave positions is very important to Goddess and this is something i have been practicing. i would suggest to any hopeful slaves to learn the positions well if they wish to enter Goddess’ service.
i would like to take this opportunity to thank Madame Caramel for the evening, it really was a most enjoyable experience and i learned a lot.
W/we return to the dungeon and, after i am allowed something to eat, it is time for me to face my punishment. i have earned no further whip lashes during the day and so i have “only” 100 whip lashes to face. Before this weekend i had never been whipped and the most faced so far has been around 35. i will admit to being scared, but i was determined to take the pain for Goddess. First i am put into a cage in the dungeon, Goddess turns the light out and leaves the dungeon leaving me alone in the dark to contemplate my fate. Lying locked in a cage in darkness allows one to contemplate what is about to happen, this only serves to increase the tension building inside of me. 100 whip lashes, i don’t think i will be able to take it, it sounds like far too many. i lie there going over and over in my mind how it will be, and it gets worse the more i think about it.
Eventually i hear the door open and Goddess walk in, Her heels click across the floor as She approaches. The cage is unlocked and i am ordered out. Goddess takes Her time, everything is done very deliberately allowing the tension to build as i wait for the punishment to start. my wrists are changed high above my head so i am stretched a little, i feel Goddess behind me as She comes up close. Despite the situation i can’t help but enjoy Her closeness, Goddess’ presence is intoxicating in any situation. Goddess asks me if i’m scared, my answer pleases Her as i admit that i am. Goddess continues to take Her time, clearly enjoying my discomfort and fear. The whipping starts, it is the same whip with which i received my punishment the day before. It is painful, but worse is to come. i count every whip stroke, the count reaches 10 and i receive a brief respite as Goddess pauses to come up close to me again, enjoying my tension. The whipping begins again, with a brief pause every 10. i find myself using the count of 10 as a way of getting through. The whip is changed to the rubber flogger that Goddess tested out on me, but the strokes feel harder this time. Every whip stroke burns, i count, i cling on grimly determined to get through and take the pain for Goddess. i am now looking forward to getting to 10 and the pause. Goddess alternates the focus of Her whip strokes, my ass, my back, my ribs. No area of my body is safe from Her attention. By 50 i am hurting, my hands are clenched tight and i feel like the tension in my body can be sensed for miles around. There is still 50 more to go and the single tail whip to come, i have no idea what this will be like but will soon find out. The pain of the single tail whip is very different to the other two whips. It seems to be a more intense pain, more focused, but it doesn’t have the burning feel that the flogger does. The sound of the single tail only adds to the tension. The whipping continues in sets of 10, with Goddess coming up close against my back, even in the agony i enjoy Her touch. i repeat Her mantra to Her, it helps, focusing me on why i do this. “i worship You Goddess Ezada Sinn, i belong to You”. The count reaches 80, everywhere seems to hurt but there are just 2 more sets of 10 to go. “i can do this, focus on who you do this for”, i think to myself. The count continues, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90. My moment of relief is broken as Goddess continues, it feels much worse without that brief pause but i hang on for all i am worth, my hands are clenched so tight i am surprised my fingers haven’t dug holes in my palms. Finally the count reaches 100, everything is on fire. Goddess unchains my wrists and pulls me to Her, holding my head, comforting me. i am not ashamed to say i cried, i was so determined to hold on, the tension in me so great that the release of it brought tears. Goddess tells me She is pleased with how i took it and i feel pride. i am in pain but that no longer matters, i got through it for Her. i am sure there will be more painful whippings in the future, but this was my first real test and i got through it. This is what it means to belong to Goddess Ezada, to sacrifice oneself in pain to prove your devotion to Her. i worship You Goddess Ezada Sinn, i belong to You, never have those words felt more true than that moment.
With the punishment over it is time for Goddess to have some fun. Of course Goddess enjoyed the whipping, but this has aroused Her and She wants to re-enact the scene from earlier in the day. First i fetch the latex body bag that i cleaned earlier. The bag is laid down on the bench against wall and i lift myself up onto it. Before i am fastened into the bag Goddess collects a medium sized butt plug, it is a bit longer but not as thick as the large one i had been using earlier. Despite the earlier training ireally feel it hit home as it is fully inserted. Once i am plugged Goddess fastens the bag and i am helpless. It is an arousing feeling, the slickness of the rubber against your skin coupled with being completely unable to prevent Goddess doing whatever She wishes. The body bag has some convenient access points at the nipples and the groin. Soon my nipples feel Goddess’ attention as clamps are attached, these bite into my nipples but the pain in my nipples is also arousing. Goddess plays with nipples for a while, enjoying my expressions as She increases the pain. It is now time for Goddess to prove how much control She has over Her (my) cock. She teases me, bringing my to the edge time after time before stopping before i cum, it is a sweet torture, but torture nonetheless. i am about to learn about ruined orgasms first hand. Goddess continues teasing me, the tension builds and builds then, just as i am about to orgasm, Goddess stops. i cum, but there is no orgasm for me. my first ruined orgasm, but certainly not my last, not even my last that night. Goddess starts with the teasing again, again She expertly builds the tension, i am desperate to cum. By the time Goddess is finished, i have had 4 orgasms, all of them ruined. That is the most i have had consecutively, but Goddess tells me Her record with one of Her slaves is 11. Goddess collects the Doxy massager, i’ve had my orgasms (albeit ruined), it is now Goddess’ turn. She gets up to sit on my chest while using the massager. i feel Her weight on my chest, taking my breath away. i watch Goddess getting closer and closer to orgasm, wishing i could be involved but unable to do anything but lie and watch as Her pleasure increases. Very soon i get my wish to be involved, Goddess moves forward until Her crotch is by my face. The submissive feeling as you look up at Goddess from this position is amazing, i am just there for Her pleasure. Goddess sits on my face and i am in heaven, i can smell Her arousal as She uses my nose to bring Her pleasure. As i said earlier, Goddess is breath taking, and never has it been truer than this moment.
Goddess’ arousal sated, the session is over. i have suffered pain and ruined orgasms, but the session has been amazing and i would not change a thing. The marks on my body will show for days, but i wear them with pride, to suffer pain for Goddess Ezada is something to be proud of. i clean the dungeon, wash the body bag and hang it up to dry before going into the bedroom. Before bedtime Goddess wishes for a foot massage with some massage oil. i feel very privileged to be able to provide such a service to Goddess Ezada. i don’t start off very well, but Goddess explains how i should do it and i think i improved and in the end Goddess was happy. With a kiss to Goddess’ feet is time for sleep, Goddess lies down in Her bed and i on the floor.
The next morning starts with the foot massage ritual. i do this with mixed feelings, i love worshiping Goddess’ feet but it is mixed with the sadness that this is my last morning in Her presence. i serve Goddess coffee and breakfast for the final time. Once everything is cleaned up and packing is all done, it is time for us to part. Goddess tells me She is pleased with how i served Her, i am now a slave in training for the next 100 days, if i do well i may be collared. i am elated, nothing would make me happier than being Goddess’ collared slave, but i know there will be many challenges involved. i kneel before Goddess so my collar can removed “your collar is removed, but My ownership of you continues” Goddess tells me. i leave to get the train back home with a skip, my head is all over the place, but i am on cloud nine.
The weekend was truly the most amazing time of my life, never has Goddess’ mantra rang more true.
Potential devotee, you might have served other Dominant Females formerly, and consider yourself an experienced slave. However, this alone does not guarantee you will intrinsically know what it takes to please Me. Conversely, you might be one of limited, or even no experience in serving a Dominant Female Mistress.
Listen closely, the following truth is one you must come to understand and put into practice when serving me in any capacity. One quality of primary importance to Me, is your “willingness to please Me.”
If that statement did not sink in and ring your mental bell, I strongly suggest you reread, come to understand, and remember what I’ve just said.
your “willingness to please Me,” is Paramount!
Follow the case in point I am showing you here. The submissive you witness, earned the privilege of a private session with Me, as he won the award of “best slave” at My recent Femdom Extravaganza event. he is very new to BDSM; it’s been just 2 scant months since he first dipped his toes into the Femdom pool. Yet, even being such an inexperienced slave, he perfectly managed to satisfy Me during O/our time together.
Simply, he managed to appease Me quite well by being open to, and then happy performing every task I imposed upon him. Yes, he exemplified a willingness to please Me.
Voluntarily, he allowed Me to transform him into My sissy slut. Diligently, he attempted to walk properly in high heels. Without reluctance, he trained to suck and take My dildo up his virgin ass after receiving a fine spanking.
Because of his readiness and desire to please Me, in the end he was allowed to lick My latex clad ass. Following I granted him permission to cum inside his new chastity cage, a present I offered him because of his exemplary, submissive posturing in O/our first ever session.
I shall feature his devotion, in some clips filmed during this session that shall be released soon on My clips4sale store.
Again for your benefit potential devotee, let Me clearly state. It is your willing desire, and sequential acts to please Me that matter monumentally in My assessment of your worth as a potential slave in My domain.
This is a still from My clip Sissy training lesson 4: Mistress Ezada’s ten step sissy training. This is one of the most important lessons, not only for sissies, but for any slave that wants to serve Me in the future: the ten basic positions that I use during live sessions and in online training. Look, learn and practice! I am always pleased when I see that My slaves have done their homework before coming to serve Me.
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