I decided to share with you some of My favorite items in My toybox. I will start with one of My latest additions, The Bon4Bomber, a very heavy (770 g) metal ball stretcher from Bon4.
I tried it with hubby on camera, for the first time, and after 2 ruined orgasms he surprised Me with a 3rd HUGE cumshot. Yep, this heavy ball stretcher enhanced his arousal that much.
The thing I love the most about it is how easy goes on and off but in the same time there is no way it can fall off during the play.
Cleaning it after play is super easy, it can be washed with warm water and soap.
I haven’t tried it yet but I am sure it can be combined with other cock rings or ball stretchers for those willing to be very kinky.
you can buy the clip where I milk hubby with the Bomber on from here: Heavy-weight ruined orgasm EzadaSinn.com/21285353
Do you want to give Me total control over your dick?
Would you wear a chastity for Me?
During the whole month of April I will publish a series of 22 clips on My fan page OnlyEzada.com. An intensive chastity course that will help you choose the best device for your needs and will make you understand the benefits of orgasm control. After each theoretical lesson there is a practical task.
“I was curious to ask you what the benefits of long term chastity is for us males. And how long it usually takes to feel/see the effects?”
Personally I don’t advocate “long term chastity”, but “orgasm control”. The difference between the two being that regular tease and denial sessions and occasional releases are the key to keeping the sexual interest up, therefore the sexual frustration and desire. Long term chastity with no tease and denial and with absolutely no release will lower the sexual desire and in time can cause temporary impotence. These effects may happen as soon as a couple of weeks, but this depends very much of the individual (his libido, his age, his sexual and non-sexual habits etc). One will start having less and less erections and overall a diminished desire for sex. But of course, this happens with or without a chastity device, as long as the sexuality is not stimulated at all.
But the whole idea behind Femdom orgasm control is for the Woman to take control over the sexuality of Her partner, to use his sexual desire to make him more obedient. The true benefits of orgasm control is when a partner that you are sexually attracted to will keep the key from your chastity and will decide for you how long you will stay locked, when you should be teased, when you are allowed to cum and how. Of course, one can wear a chastity, but the whole idea is to give that control to someone else.
It’s been awhile since My slave’s last release, and right now he’s really aroused. I can see how hard his dicklet is getting in the chastity cage just from My proximity, I don’t even need to tease it. It’s under My total control and I love it. I decide when to keep it locked, when to tease it with My curvaceous body, and when to let it cum. This cock will do everything I want, and if I want to edge it into desperation and then make it cum in three perfectly ruined orgasms – that’s exactly what it will do. My slaves understand that I always get what I want.
This clip is based on a custom request that goes like this:
“The clip is filmed from the slaves perspective (pov). You both lay down on a bed. After teasing for ~3 minutes you start jerking the slave off. Towards the end of the clip you ask “are you ready?” and you start a 10 second countdown. For the last three seconds of the countdown you stop jerking and just keep your hand at the base of the cock. The slave still manages to cum after ‘1’.
I’m aware that this is probably a challenging request, but i would love to see you take it on.”
Of course I managed it, as I said many times: I control My slaves’ cocks, they do what I want. Only instead of a 3 seconds delay between the last time I touch the cock and the orgasm there was a 20 seconds delay, and instead of one orgasm there have been three. Perfectly ruined!
My baby girl Kitty has just turned 18 years old today, what a Woman She has grown to be! It’s the perfect time to show Her how I like to control My men, starting with Her father. My girl knows Her daddy loves Me very much and would do anything for Me, but She had no idea that I keep his dicklet in chastity. Today is also the day daddy will start to fully submit to his daughter as Her first male slave. I want to teach My girl how to use and control Her daddy, and the best instrument for that is to control his sexual desires through tease & denial and exclusively ruined orgasms. From this day onward this is a totally Femdom household and daddy will obey Us both.
It is February and I have just arrived to visit my beautiful Owner Goddess Ezada Sinn in Bucharest. It has been several months since I have seen Her beauty and been used and abused for Her pleasure. Goddess wastes little time in catching up on the abuse.It begins with Goddess giving me a release, but this has nothing to do with giving me pleasure. my pleasure is not important here, only Hers. i find myself bound in the cockstock, arms behind my back in an arm binder, totally helpless to whatever Goddess wishes to do. Frustration is the order of the day it seems, as i find myself teased and edged time and time again before being brought to ruined orgasm after ruined orgasm. Soon i am totally empty and Goddess makes clear the reason for the milking. It is time for Goddess to introduce me to the cane and to make it more special, and more painful, She wants me to have no arousal left.
So, now that all the arousal has gone, it is time for me to suffer for my beautiful Owner. Am i freed from the cockstock? Of course not. Goddess likes Her slaves in the cockstock, so why remove them. Much better to enjoy keeping them in it while also enjoying abusing them. First, the warm up, a flogger across my back and ass. It is painful, but nothing compared to what is to come, and it serves to make my ass more sensitive to the strokes of the cane.
Now it is time for the main event, the caning. i hear the sound of Goddess’ heels as She walks behind me, then the swish of the cane…….It’s a scary sound, but no pain comes just yet. Goddess walks around in front of me, cane in hand. Oh how beautiful She is as She stands there flexing the cane, the smile in Her eyes as She thinks about the pain She is about to inflict.
i hear the click-clack, click-clack as Goddess walks back behind me, then it stops and i know the time is here……Arrrrrrggggghhhhhh……..the first blow lands on my already sensitive ass. It is so painful, very different to the whip. A single whip feels like it is slicing, the dragon tail feels a very hard slap. This is like a combination of the two, and i can almost feel the bruises already. But, this is just the start, the number of strokes and the strength of the blow increases each round until reaching 10. That means over 50 strokes of the cane across my poor ass. By the time it reaches 4 my ass is already on fire, and there is so much more to go. i can almost feel Goddess’ smile as i cry out after each stroke. 5, 6, 7…..i am in agony, my breathing getting heavier as the pain grows more intense, tears welling in my eyes. Swish…….arrrghhhhhhh………swish……….arrggghhhhhh, this is my world now, and i can hear Goddess enjoying it, the blows now so much stronger than the start.
The 8th set over. Just 2 more sets and 19 more very hard strokes to go, my ass already feels like you could fry eggs on it, and it is going to get hotter. 9……….so much pain, i virtually hang in the cock stock, will i every be able to sit down again? The final 10, 10 very hard strokes across my already bruised ass, every stoke is pure agony for me and pleasure for my beautiful Owner.
The caning finally over, i am where i always want to be; kneeling before my wonderful Owner, embracing Her legs and hearing Her say She is happy. my ass may on fire, but this is the happiest moment, to have endured and suffered for my Owner and hear that She is pleased. This is happiness for this slave.
So, this was my first time being caned, but i have a feeling it will not be my last……………
“It is no secret that Goddess Ezada Sinn loves to control Her slave’s orgasms. Being in chastity to Her is a constant combination of tease, denial & frustration, and She loves to see the frustration. Being in chastity to Goddess Ezada does not just involve being locked in a chastity device, it begins with “mental chastity”. No touching unless instructed, your cock is Her property, not yours.
i have many times wondered which is the harder, chastity or mental chastity. It is somewhat of a moot point, as both bring nothing more than frustration. The time before i was locked in chastity was difficult, there was nothing stopping me from masturbation other than the knowledge that this is what Goddess wishes. This is the test of mental chastity, and Goddess’ tasks ensure it is made more difficult. There would be weeks of teasing and edging to Goddess’ clips, getting more and more aroused, but STOP! no cumming allowed. Stopping myself at the edge was so so hard, the temptation to keep going was almost tangible. A release was within reach, i could feel it so close. But i was not given permission to cum, so stop i must. It is impossible to describe the frustration one feels after edging 15 or 20 times and no release at the end. Or, imagine edging 20 times, then you are allowed to cum, but all that happens is a dry orgasm. It certainly amuses Goddess to have Her pets so frustrated. Goddess loves to send Her slaves tasks to edge to Her clips, then stop with no release just utter frustration. Over time, does the frustration lessen? No, not one bit.
It was just over a month into my training when Goddess ordered me to purchase my first chastity device, a nice pink one of course. To compare and contrast with metal chastity is difficult; on one hand you have the temptation of being able to touch, difficult to resist; on the other, the temptation is removed but each erection is painful. However, the first difficulty i had was sleeping with it on. i prefer to sleep on my stomach, but with the chastity on i found this very uncomfortable. i spent quite a bit of time shifting around those first couple of nights to find the right position.
Does being locked in chastity save one from the tease, denial & frustration? Of course not. Goddess sets tasks specifically designed to bring arousal, to bring a painful erection and feel the ring pulling painfully on the balls. Many many times one will be ordered to watch Her clips for a prolonged period, arousal controlled by the device locked around one’s cock. It is oh so frustrating, watching Goddess using Her slaves, perhaps even you, and being unable to touch it. The temptation to touch may be removed, but the frustration is just as great. And Goddess will use the frustration and arousal to train Her slave. Goddess knows an aroused male is a compliant male, knowing Her slave is frustrated Goddess knows they will carry out any task to amuse Her, no matter how painful or humiliating. The arousal can be used to condition a slave, to make him associate arousal and pleasure with the task. For example, an ass training task. Early in my training, locked in chastity, i had to train with bigger and bigger plugs to stretch my ass. While wearing the plugs i had to watch Goddess’ clips, getting more and more aroused in the chastity. Only upon wearing the largest plug for the required time was i allowed a release. Oh, but is there a more effective motivation towards reaching that target than the feeling of utter frustration and arousal, i think not.
Just about a year ago, i was given permission to buy my current chastity device, a small holy trainer in pink. This one fits perfectly, meaning it can be worn all the time. Wherever and whenever, i can feel my Owner’s control over my cock. It belongs to Her now, completely.
When a slave is in chastity to Goddess Ezada, he is occasionally unlocked. This could be to amuse Goddess by edging, or he may be given a release. Goddess knows that chastity training is most effective when a slave is given very rare releases, hope is a great motivator. Will the release be a full, real orgasm?…No! Goddess loves to ruin Her slaves orgasm, to see the hope in their eyes disappear as the orgasm comes without any fulfilment. Of course, She enjoys seeing it in person, to bring the slave to the edge and abandon it, letting everything dribble out in an unfulfilling orgasm. For slaves that can’t serve Her in person, they will be trained to ruin their own orgasm for Her amusement. Imagine being locked up for 2 weeks, or more, and being told you would have a release, only to be told you would have to ruin it. i have had the pleasure of this many times, and oh it is frustrating, but Goddess’ smile makes it worthwhile. Now, imagine being told to bring yourself to 80 ruined orgasms in 5 days. It is exhausting and utterly frustrating, and only the thought of Goddess’ smile keeps you going. i tell you, after such a marathon, chastity seemed like luxury. But, i would do anything for Her beautiful smile.
So, here i sit, writing this story, locked in my pink chastity. i belong to Goddess Ezada Sinn, and i couldn’t be happier.”
2017 is almost over; it’s time to do the inventory and see how many orgasms I have ruined on camera this year. Over 100 of them, compiled in this clip, plus several not ruined (lucky slaves, aren’t they?), generating puddles of cum in My hands, under My feet, or even under the rough touch of My shoes or pantyhose – almost 2 hours of continuous milking for those who missed any during the year or just want to have them all in one place.
At the beginning of this year I visited the United Stated again, for 3 weeks. I highly enjoyed My trip to Nevada, Arizona and California, but since the trip involved many hours on the road, I decided to amuse Myself on the behalf of My slaves. 3 of My sissy boys received this kinky task. I enjoyed so much the humiliation My poodle endured, that I want to share it with you.
It does not matter how far away Goddess Ezada is, She imposes complete control over Her property. As Her slave one always has to be prepared to carry out Her tasks no matter what they are, or how complicated. When the task involves the opportunity for a release one knows there will be a catch. A release has to be earned by pain or humiliation. The task Goddess had sent would take 4 days to complete and a release was by no means guaranteed.
Day One
The day begins with me putting on some panties, nice pink cotton ones. The first part of Goddess’ order. i must wear panties for the whole day, in the evening they will be my gag while i carry out the rest of the day’s instruction. The whole day at work all i can think about is that the panties i am wearing will be going in my mouth. Such thoughts certainly remind the slave of it’s place as Goddess’ property.
In the evening, having worn the panties for the whole day, i get started on Goddess’ task. Part 1, place the worn panties in my mouth. So humiliating, i cannot help but keep thinking of where they have been. Next i put on another pair of panties, a pink thong. Goddess instructed me they should be able to show up the precum well. Gagged and freshly pantied i begin the main part of the task, 30 minutes of teasing and edging. i begin with the clip with Goddess smothering me with Her red leather gloves. It doesn’t take long before i am at the edge, pulling myself back from cumming. By the end of the first clip the panties are already soaked with precum and there is still another 20 minutes to go. In the second clip Goddess demonstrates just how aroused leather makes Her. i tease myself along to the clip but, unlike Goddess, no cumming for me. Just a lot of precum and a lot of edging and frustration. By the end of the 30 minutes the panties are covered in precum and i am utterly frustrated and very very aroused.
The final part of the day’s task is to draw around the precum stains with a marker and send a picture to Goddess. i retire to sleep wearing the precum soaked panties as ordered by Goddess.
Day Two
Waking on the morning of day 2 i am reminded of my task by the precum soaked panties. The precum has dried but it is a little humiliating to be wearing them. It is pleasant to remove them to prepare for work, but i know i will be wearing them again that evening.
The day’s task is similar to yesterdays, but with the addition of a butt plug. i must tease and edge myself for 30 minutes whilst wearing the butt plug. i take the biggest plug i own, lube it up and ease it in to my ass. It is big but feels like it goes in easily after experiencing Goddess’ horsie. i begin watching a clip with Goddess wearing a beautiful blue latex catsuit. It feels like Goddess is talking directly to me, teasing me. i get so so aroused, so close to the edge, but there can be no orgasm for me. Only frustration exists, and i must do a lot of teasing if i am to earn a release. i end up watching the clip again, such is the affect the clip has upon me.
Watching the next clip it is like Goddess is talking directly to me, except for one thing. In the clip the watched is instructed to cum in 10 strokes, but no cumming for me. It takes only a few strokes before i am on the edge, and so it continues. Edge after edge after edge. i lose count of how many times i pull myself back from the brink. By the end the precum mark is bigger than the day before. i mark the stain with the marker and send a picture to Goddess before going to sleep, yet again in the precum soaked panties.
Day Three
Day 3 begins with a feeling of déjà vu, i awake wearing the dried precum panties. They are a reminder of the task I must perform in the evening, if i needed one.
The task begins similarly to the day before, but, in addition to the butt plug, i must suck on a realistic dildo while teasing myself to Goddess’ clips. Once again i watch Goddess smothering me with Her red leather gloves. Remembering the helplessness in the monoglove, the teasing of my nipples and the struggle for breath under Goddess’ manipulation is so so arousing. Edge after edge after edge bring a huge amount of precum. The humiliation of the plug and dildo, combined with the clip pushes all the buttons Goddess wants.
The teasing and edging continues to a clip of Goddess pegging Her poodle. The memories of having my hole abused engender such feelings of submissiveness and at the same time arousal. This combination brings me to the edge multiple times, creating a huge puddle of precum in my pink panties. The day of edging and teasing ends with the precum marks even bigger than the day before. i mark the precum stains again and take a picture for Goddess. Going to sleep in the rather moist panties, i think about the final part of the task i will carry out the next day.
Day Four
Day four, the day of reckoning. The reason for the marking of the precum stains is to establish what activity i must carry out. At the beginning of the task Goddess set the following conditions for day 4:
precum marks have same size: i will be allowed to cum but with toothpaste for lube.
precum marks bigger with every day: i will be allowed to cum using a toothbrush for stimulation.
precum marks smaller every day – tease and denial with no cumming.
i have done enough for a release, but it will not be a pleasant one. There is no pleasure without pain for Goddess’ property. i begin watching Goddess clips and rub my cock with the toothbrush. As i become more and more aroused, the head of my cock becomes more and more sensitive. i can feel every bristle of the brush as I move it up and down the sensitive cock head. The pain of the brush keeps pulling me away from the edge. i find myself going through a cycle, arousal, pain, arousal, pain. i’m convinced i will be unable to achieve a release, every time i am close the pain from the brush on my sensitive cock head makes it slip away. i persist, the pain in my cock increasing. Despite the pain, the arousal is such that i reach an orgasm. It is a painful, frustrating orgasm, as a slave’s release always is.
i send pictures to Goddess and tell Her i managed to cum while brushing my cock. Goddess is pleased, so i am pleased. i go to sleep content at making my Owner happy.
Do you hear the click this padlock makes what it locks? This is the sound of Me taking control over your genitals by locking them into this steel chastity cage. We both know that you, males, are unconditionally driven by your hormones, that you are addicted to such tiny pleasures as wanking and cumming. But I understand your cock better than you do, and having Me assume total control over it is the best thing that can happen to you. I know you want to please Me, to be a good slave for your Goddess. To that end, all good boys should be locked in chastity, as it’s the most important male training device ever invented. Keeping you aroused, teased, and locked in a tight cock cage so full of frustration – it makes you so obedient, so willing to obey. When you are chaste and I have the ultimate control over your orgasm, I can transform you into the perfect slave, My perfect slave. So listen to the lock clicking shut, boy. I control your cock now, so I control you. All of you.
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