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14 07 2016

pink poodle at the Femdom Retreat – part 3

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The second morning serving Goddess Ezada begins in a similar way to the first, with a kiss of Goddess feet. It is no less special the second morning, i could never tire of kissing Goddess’ feet. After greeting Goddess and gathering our chosen clothes, sit and i head to the kitchen to help out with breakfast preparation. Today will bring some new first for this little pink poodle.

This morning’s breakfast is a champagne breakfast served by the hot tub. All the slaves are busy bustling around ensuring the Ladies are satisfied. Goddess seems to enjoy having either sit or i nearby, our nipples nearby and accessible to be teased and tortured. we were truly blessed to be allowed to serve the beautiful Ladies as they relaxed in the hot tub.

Later in the morning it is time for Goddess to use and train Her poodle. Goddess has decided there will be a few more firsts. As Goddess’ slave one has to accept that one is Her property to do with as She pleases. Goddess likes to lend Her property to Her friends and is pleased to see it perform for Them. To advance this side of my training, Goddess has decided i will be serving Her friend Lady Yna as well as my Owner. i really enjoyed meeting Lady Yna, She is very pretty and i liked Her a lot.

The first training session is something i was not looking forward to. Goddess has informed me that i am to be trained as a human ashtray for Her and Lady Yna. i am not, and never have been, a smoker. The taste of cigarettes is something i rather dislike, however, this is what Goddess wants so there is nothing else to do but try my best to please Goddess Ezada and Lady Yna. i kneel between Goddess and Lady Yna in ashtray position, making my mouth as accessible for them as possible. As the ashes are dropped into my mouth i gag, the taste getting to me. i try my best not to, but it is an involuntary action. Goddess and Lady Yna laugh at and mock me. As the session goes on i find it no easier, my eyes begin to water and sometimes i am even gagging at the expectation of the ashes. Nevertheless i persevere, in truth i had no choice because Goddess had decided this was happening, but i also wanted to do it to please Her and Her friend. At the end Goddess and Lady Yna stub out the cigarettes on the floor (they are very generous in not using my mouth for this as it is my first time) and i have to pick the butts up with my mouth to transfer them to the bin. i think this was the hardest session i had, others may have hurt more, but i would say this was the biggest struggle. This is the truth one must face if one is to belong to Goddess Ezada Sinn, one must do things which one truly abhors in the knowledge that it will make Her happy. It is the sacrifice of the slave’s dignity that proves to Goddess how much the slave loves Her.

For the next session i am to learn how to worship Lady Yna’s boots, i know many on reading that would feel this is a nice task. Of course there is a twist, while I focus on worshipping Lady Yna’s boots, Goddess will be whipping me with the single tail whip. Until one experiences it, it is impossible to appreciate how hard it is to focus on something while being whipped. i’m sure we all think we have an understanding that it is difficult, but the reality is very different. When one is just being whipped one is able to focus on coping with the pain, but when one’s focus is on a task the pain is felt more keenly. Lady Yna instructs me, i lick Her boots slowly and as hard as i can as She directs. Suddenly my ass is on fire as the whip lands. The whip strikes continue landing, i attempt to block out the pain and focus on my task at hand. Worshipping Lady Yna’s boots is all that matters right now, the pain must be endured. i follow Lady Yna’s instructions to the best of my ability, but still the whip lands; not for punishment, just for Goddess’ pleasure. As the whipping continues tears come to my eyes, but still i must focus on my task. Only Lady Yna’s intructions matter, lick slowly. The pain must be endured, it cannot affect my task. The whipping Goddess gave me felt very hard, i know now that it was, but still not full force. That is yet to come, and it will, it is inevitable. Eventually the session is at an end and i practically collapse. Both Goddess and Lady Yna seem happy, that is all that matters. This is my place, as it the place of all slaves, to suffer for Their pleasure.

The whipping session was intense but my ordeal is not yet over, Goddess has something else in store for sit and i. we are lucky enough to be allowed the opportunity for a release, but slave releases come at a price. Lady Yna has a little gift for us some wild “flowers” or nettles as they are more commonly known. sit and i will have to cum while being wanked with stinging nettles, oh what a devilish trial this is. It begins with Lady Yna teasing me and Goddess Ezada teasing sit. It is quite difficult to explain the sensations one is going through when a beautiful Woman is stroking one’s cock with a bunch of stinging nettles. It also seems rather strange now typing that sentence. The Mistresses are most amused by our plight and also mock and humiliate us for our small size. As Goddess’ (my) cock is stroked i am feeling aroused but the stinging sensation prevents orgasm. Nettles are also placed into the crevice of our backside, ensuring this is also most uncomfortable. Goddess’ (our) cocks are also whipped with the nettles, this really ensures we are properly covered by the stinging sensations. Goddess and Lady Yna switch and it is my turn for Goddess’ attention. we reach the count-down to cum, when Goddess reaches 0 then we are to cum. Neither us are able to, the nettle stinging keeping us away from the edge. The torment continues and we are given another chance. This time with our faces against Goddess’ beautiful ass, with this inspiration i manage to overcome the discomfort of the nettles and cum. After the bliss of release all that is left is discomfort, such is a slave’s lot. Goddess Ezada and Lady Yna appear to have enjoyed this very much. This being the final session i am able to have a breather, it has been a very intense morning. Despite the pain, discomfort and humiliation, i am happy as i have been able to please my Owner and Lady Yna.

Through the weekend there were many points which deepened my submission to and worship of Goddess Ezada. There are, however, three which stand out in particular. The first one is taking Goddess’ big black cock, once one has been fucked by a Dominant Woman with a strap-on there is no going back. you are Her bitch now. The second was a moment when Goddess was rather sweaty and She instructed me to lick Her armpits clean. There aren’t many things that can indicate one’s role than cleaning one’s Owner’s sweat, it is at the same time degrading and intimate. At that moment i felt closer to Goddess Ezada. If a few months ago i had been told that i would look back fondly on licking anyone’s armpits clean i doubt i would have believed it. And yet, here i am doing just that. The third one that stands out happened later in the day after the nettle ordeal.

sit and i are still feeling rather uncomfortable after the nettles, Goddess has an idea. i am ordered to follow Her into the bathroom. i lie down in the bathtub while Goddess stands astride one foot on each side of tub so i am looking straight up at Her. At this point i felt very small and humble. i am sure the reader has a good idea what Goddess has planned. Goddess wants to help Her little poodle of course, and if urine works for jellyfish stings, maybe it will work for nettle stings. And so Goddess pees all around the affected area, i can smell it, it splashes towards my face. Goddess says “mine” as She marks Her property and once finished i am told to lean up and kiss Her sanctum. i don’t think i have ever felt so submissive and owned than at that point, i loved it. It still surprises me that this is one of the moments that i look back on most fondly, but it is most certainly the case.

After afternoon tea has been served to the Ladies, there is to be some entertainment. Lucky for us it is provided by sergiu, sit and i. sit has put together a routine involving Goddess’ slave positions. sergiu truly hates this idea, however, Goddess wishes for it so he does it. The routine goes well, largely down to sit, i merely follow what he does with a little improvisation along the way. Later in the day the routine is repeated with some additional elements so that Goddess can film it, the second time was a little better and even sergiu seemed to enjoy it more.

The evening would bring a new slant on a popular family game and some other rather interesting entertainment. But we will save that for the next chapter………

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07 07 2016

pink poodle at the Femdom Retreat – part 2

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My weekend back under Goddess Ezada’s total control begins with the seemingly simple act of closing a padlock. It is, in fact, highly symbolic, the collar will not be removed until Goddess Ezada decides. Goddess is escorted by Her husband and personal slave sergiu and another of Her personal slaves, sit. It is the first time of meeting either of them, it is clear they are well trained by Goddess Ezada and over the weekend i do my best to observe and learn from them; to become a better slave for Goddess Ezada.

i will take this opportunity to apologise to the reader if events are not always in the order in which they occurred. So much happened over the weekend that some events have blurred a little.

As everyone is arriving i am able to meet Mistress Lilse and Mistress Devina again (whom i had the pleasure of meeting at Hoxton) and Lady Yna for the first time. The first evening is a relatively laid back affair, at least for the Ladies, slaves don’t get rest. All slaves must work for the house as well as serving Their Mistress, so we all set to work serving dinner for the Ladies. Once dinner is finished it is the slave’s job to entertain the Mistresses. sit and i are given a spanking with a crop, not for punishment, just for Goddess Ezada’s entertainment. My ass is stinging, but this is a mere warm up for the rest of the weekend.

The whole time serving Goddess Ezada the slave is constantly reminded of it’s place. Everything is controlled by Goddess, i am only to wear what Goddess says, mainly pink or nothing. Drinking anything other than water or eating without permission is expressly forbidden. There were times when i wished for a cup of tea or a Coca Cola, but i wasn’t going to ask, just wait patiently to be allowed.

The evening draws to a close, sit and i kiss Goddess’ feet to say goodnight before retiring for the evening. The next day would bring some much more interesting events……..

……..As the morning begins sit and i kiss Goddess Ezada’s feet and wish Her good morning before setting to serving breakfast. Today sit and i are to dress in matching outfits, me in my pink spandex poodle outfit and pink tutu, sit in a purple spandex suit and white tutu. After breakfast Goddess decides She wants to test sit and i in the slave positions. This would be my debut in Goddess’ clips, Goddess would command us to get into a position; the one who is slowest would earn 10 whiplashes (you can watch Goddess have fun in this clip EzadaSinn.com/15645628). This is a devilish game, i don’t want to earn sit any whiplashes, but i don’t want to displease Goddess and i want to avoid whiplashes myself; oh the dilemma. The only thing to do is do my best and live with the consequences, this is often the only choice in a slave’s life. One moment in particular stands out for me, i am laid down in doormat position when Goddess stands astride me and lowers herself onto my face. i love being beneath Goddess Ezada’s beautiful ass. By the end of the game i have earned 40 whiplashes and sit has earned 70, but Goddess is happy and that is all that matters.

Lunch is next and all the slaves busy themselves serving the Mistresses. Over lunch Goddess tells the other Mistresses how bananas are used in my training, i blush as i explain to Mistress Ava what i have to do with bananas. We will come back to this later in the day. After lunch is finished, sit and i are instructed to stretch ourselves. we go to Goddess’ room, i insert the largest plug and sit inserts an inflatable plug. Once fitted we return to assist in clearing up.

i am in the kitchen when i hear the noise of heels coming closer. Looking out the door i see something which makes my heart jump out of my chest; Goddess Ezada in a black latex catsuit and Her big black cock. i have seen Goddess Ezada wearing latex in pictures and clips, but to see it in real life is something else; Goddess looks just incredible. i am ordered to follow, i cannot help but get aroused at the sight of Goddess Ezada in Her outfit (despite the pink chastity), i feel like i’m ready to be taken by Goddess right now. Outside the Mistresses discuss how the scene will be played out, it is to be a gang bang; four Mistresses and four slaves assisted by the condom fairy (you can see the action in this clip EzadaSinn.com/15678142). This will be my first time taking Goddess Ezada’s big black cock and i am anxious for it to start. Goddess orders me to go remove the plug and clean myself up ready.

Returning to the garden, i am ordered to join other slaves in the line up. Four arses bent over the table waiting to be used. The Mistresses discuss which slave they want, i hear Goddess say “I will have the pink one”. i’m so excited, i wiggle my tail which amuses Goddess Ezada and earns me a slap on my butt. As Goddess begins to insert Her cock i am glad i have been training my ass; my ass is able to stretch around the cock, but this is much longer than anything i have ever had inserted (i’m sure i will be introduced to bigger in the future). Goddess goes slowly at first, as i accommodate Her cock. It feels like the cock is going to come out of my mouth, but i love the full feeling. Bent over and impaled on a strap-on by a beautiful Dominant Woman is an incredible feeling; once you’ve been used in this way there is no going back, no doubting who is in charge. Goddess starts going deeper and harder; and i love it and start pushing back onto Her cock desperate for more. “wiggle your tail” Goddess orders, i shake my ass for Her amusement, extremely difficult with a huge cock stuffed up there. Goddess grabs my upper body so that my back is against Her breasts, this allows easy access to the pegs on my nipples. Goddess tortures my nipples (which i find very arousing) while fucking me hard. The next position is with Goddess sat down while i bounce up and down on Her big cock. It must have been most amusing to watch, four slaves bouncing up and down in their Mistresses laps. As the end of the scene draws to a close the Mistresses vote on who won the slut competition, the winner gets gang banged by all four Mistresses. i must admit to being disappointed at not winning, but Mistress Ava’s pet deservedly won the big prize.

Once we are all cleaned up it’s time to prepare and serve dinner. All the Mistresses agreed that the cook had done a fantastic job on the food, but of course They were also looking for any excuse to give him a whipping. Unfortunately (or perhaps not) he gives Them an excuse, the punishments would be given out that evening. The dinner is going well until disaster befalls as i try to be too clever. Clearing up i pick up the platter with crackers on, instead of taking that away i decide to try and pick up something else. The platter slips in my hand and the crackers fall all over Mistress Devina and the floor. i am devastated, a high protocol event and i have let my Owner down. i pick up the crackers and try to carry on serving as best i can but my mind is on only one thing. i know punishment will be coming, but that is not what bothers me, all i am thinking of is Goddess’ disappointment in me. When serving Goddess Ezada service should be exemplary, and this was not.

In the evening we gather in the living room, the room where punishment and entertainment will be carried out. i kneel before Goddess Ezada, my mind on only one thing, failing my Goddess. i feel tears welling in my eyes. It is difficult to explain if one has not been in this situation; emotions run very high, one is trying so hard and so desperately wants to please one’s Owner that when something goes wrong it can feel like the end of the world. Goddess speaks to me, telling me i will be punished. At this point i break down and cry, not because of the punishment, but my failure of my Owner. i should perform perfectly for Her and i have not, i fear Her disappointment far more than Her whips. Goddess tries to calm me, explaining that She is not upset but that i must be punished so that i will learn. i am sentenced to 90 whiplashes, 40 from the position test in the morning and 50 for the accident. It is what i deserve. sit has also earned punishment, 150 whiplashes, i am not sure what for as i was lost in my world of disappointment at the time.

It is my time to be punished, it will be a dragon whip, something i have never experienced before. i bend over so Goddess has access and the whiplashes begin. The dragon whip feels very different to any whip i have felt so far, it is like a long piece of flat leather. As the lashes land it is like an extremely hard slap which leaves the body stinging. The blows continue to land, there doesn’t seem to be any break in between, they just land and land. i take them as best i can, i deserve them after all. By the end of the 90 my ass and back are stinging and i have some beautiful marks, but i have taken the punishment i earned. However the feeling that i let Goddess down is still there, i never want to feel that again.

Once all the punishments are meted out, the slaves have to entertain the Mistresses. First sit has to dance for Them, sit is an excellent dancer and amazing at improvising. After sit, i am told it is my turn. Panic, i am no dancer, how am i supposed to follow that? i improvise as best i can, trying some slutty moves i think will amuse. i’m sure i was any good, but the Mistresses seem amused which is all that counts. At the end Mistress Ava has an idea and returns with a banana. i am to demonstrate my training. i slowly take the whole banana in my mouth, much to the amusement of everyone in the room. While the entertainment continues, sit and i massage Goddess’ feet. i do my best to learn from sit, but i still have a way to go. In the end Goddess seems happy, so that is all that counts.

The evening entertainment eventually draws to a close, sit and i kiss Goddess’ feet and wish Her goodnight before retiring for the evening. The next day would bring more firsts, and the moment when i feel more submissive than i have ever felt in my life………….

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30 06 2016

pink poodle at the Femdom Retreat – part 1

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It is a little over a month since Her poodle first served Goddess Ezada and i am dreaming of the next. Unexpectedly Goddess contacts me and asks about my availability in May, as Goddess would like me to come to the FemDom Retreat. This catches me totally by surprise, i certainly didn’t expect to be asked so soon and to such an event. It makes me so happy that Goddess wants me to be there.

As the day draws nearer i am excited by the thought of serving Goddess again, yet i am unsure also. It is bad enough if i let down Goddess in any situation, but at a high protocol event such as this? Inevitably there is some doubt, i do not know if i will serve adequately, but Goddess’ faith in me spurs me on. Packing for the day of the journey, Goddess tells me to pack all Her favourite outfits, inevitably my case ends up looking rather pink.

The train journey to the event location is a long one, allowing plenty of time for contemplating what’s in store. i am travelling to meet Goddess Ezada at a high protocol event, this is a first for this poodle, just one of many this weekend. i am feeling nervous, but for different reasons to the first time serving Goddess. There is no doubting the excitement this poodle feels to see Goddess Ezada again, but what will Goddess train Her poodle this time? i know i will see more of Goddess’ whips, this much is inevitable, but what else will i learn? i am also very certain to be seeing something of one of Her strap-ons. Perhaps the most nerve wracking thing though, just what i will be willing to do to please my beautiful Owner.

The journey seems to go on for ever, i am impatient to be there kneeling in front of Goddess Ezada. i pass the time by following twitter and the messages with Goddess Ezada, but nothing makes the journey any quicker. Just one hour from Norwich and the butterflies start, i can’t wait to see Goddess again but what will happen? i am desperate not to let Goddess down. As i get closer the nervousness goes away, overcome by the excitement of seeing Goddess Ezada again. i do not think it is possible to put into words what it is like to be in Goddess’ presence, it has to be experienced. Goddess has an aura around Her which draws you in, meaning all you want to do is be around Her, no matter what that means.

i finally arrive at the location of the FemDom Retreat, it is a beautiful house and a wonderful location. Nervously i approach the door where i am greeted first by Mistress Isabella and then Mistress Ava. i will take this opportunity to thank Them both and all the Ladies for the honour of serving them and Mistress Ava for arranging such a wonderful event. They send someone to let Goddess know i am here and i wait. i am anxious to see Goddess again, but after 2 months a little more waiting isn’t a problem. i wait patiently, and after half an hour am taken to Goddess’ room. Entering the room i am greeted by Goddess, Her beauty takes makes my heart leap as always. Goddess orders me into collaring position and lays a lockable collar on Her lap. The collar is placed around my neck and Goddess closes the padlock and i couldn’t be happier. Back where i always want to be, under Goddess Ezada’s control.

Now begins my weekend of many firsts……..

by pink poodle

27 06 2016

Picture of the week 26 2016 – Gangbang for the biggest slut

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It’s the second day of the FemDom Retreat, and We, the Ladies, decided We want to enjoy both Our slaves and the exceptionally fine weather at the same time. When Mistresses Lilse von Hitte, Ava von Medisin, Devina and Me come out of the house, all dressed completely in latex and with Our big strap-on dildos ready for action, the slaves are waiting patiently in position, with their asses up, ready to be pounded. They are just meat for Our cocks, We just choose the ones We like and turn this whole thing into a real orgy: slaves being fucked up their asses, Mistresses enjoying it, and all this under the watchful eye of the “condom fairy”, always ready to serve a Mistress when She needs condoms, gloves or lube. Let’s see which slave will be able to better please his Mistress, which one is the biggest slut, and maybe he will get gang-banged by all of Us later.

Then it’s time for the best slut of Our outdoors strap-on orgy to receive her prize: she will have the honor of satisfying not just one cock, but all of Our cocks. We will put her on a sling and gangbang her until she just can’t get no more. Four cocks for this slut, taking turns to fuck her TS pussy deep and hard, just as she deserves it. From big to bigger, up to Mistress Ava von Medisin’s huge red strap-on that will make the slut moan in painful pleasure, while her hands and mouth are busy taking care of the other cocks. That’s what a good whore does – never leaves a cock unattended.

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19 04 2016

pink poodle’s first meeting with his Goddess part 4

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…morning breaks on the third and final full day of my service to Goddess Ezada Sinn, this day would bring the sternest test i will face. The day beings with foot worship, i am in heaven as i look up into Goddess’ face while kissing Her feet. The ritual feels so intimate and looking up into Goddess’ eyes makes one feel so submissive and owned. There were many wonderful moments over the weekend but, as i look back now, it is the morning foot worship that i miss the most.

i serve Goddess coffee and breakfast before She begins to prepare Herself for the day. Goddess has a few sessions today and it is my task to clean everything up after each session, i try my best not to miss anything as i already have plenty of whip strokes coming later. During each session i wait patiently in the bedroom until Goddess has need of me. Every time Goddess walks into the room i look up and Her beauty makes my heart skip, Goddess truly is breath taking (in many ways, as i would find out later). After one of Goddess’ sessions She tells me what happened in the session, how much She enjoyed it, and that She wishes to re-enact it later. With that i set to cleaning up, one of the items i have to clean up is a latex sleep sack/body bag. As i am cleaning it i realise it is highly likely i will find out just how helpless one feels when inside.

During Goddess’ last session i am instructed to train my ass for Her. i have 4 butt plugs with me (for those who are interested they are from this set http://www.honour.co.uk/magnum-ease-in-anal- dilator-kit.php and it is the smallest one i didn’t have). i am to wear each plug for 20 minutes, working from smallest to largest, and post on twitter. i work up to the largest one, this one is 6 ½ inches (16.5cm) in diameter at the biggest point. As it nears the end of the 20 minutes Goddess’ session finishes and i am required to start cleaning, by the time i am given permission to remove the plug it has been in for an hour and i am feeling really stretched.

In the afternoon W/we visit Madame Caramel for tea. Goddess tells me i am to dress up in my pink outfit, i misunderstand and go to get dressed for the taxi journey. Boy, was i relieved when Goddess told me i was to put vanilla clothing on until we arrive.

When W/we arrive, Madame Caramel has a surprise for Goddess and i am taken upstairs to assist in this surprise. As it happens, i am to be the surprise, Madame Caramel has a wonderful pink maid’s outfit which i am to wear. i realize i should be embarrassed at the thought of being dressed so, but all i can think of is how much Goddess would like it. Soon i am dressed and ready to present to Goddess. i descend the stairs and enter the room with a curtsy, as taught by Madame Caramel, Goddess is delighted and Her smile is wonderful to see. Along with Madame Caramel’s 2 servants, i learn how to serve afternoon tea. i am very nervous as this whole situation is entirely new, but i desperately want to please Goddess. Afternoon tea finished, we clear the table and are allowed to eat. i am honoured with the gift of Goddess’ leftovers, it is an even greater honour when Goddess adds Her spit. Of course the food with Goddess’ spit is to be eaten first as it is most precious.

Afternoon tea over with, Goddess and Madame are relaxing. i am beckoned to kneel before Goddess feet and give Goddess a foot massage. This is not a skill i have any practice at, but Goddess explains how She likes it done and i believe i get a little better (but still in need of a lot of practice). i love kneeling before Goddess, it just feels right. i change out of the maids outfit and back into vanilla clothing before the next entertainment. Joris and i are to show how well we know the slave positions at Goddess’ command. We begin with following the verbal commands before moving on to just hand signals. During the hand signals only, a clicking sound is used to signal for us to look up at Goddess’ hands. Goddess seemed pleased with my performance, in particular that i knew slut position as this is not in the manual. Knowledge of the slave positions is very important to Goddess and this is something i have been practicing. i would suggest to any hopeful slaves to learn the positions well if they wish to enter Goddess’ service.

i would like to take this opportunity to thank Madame Caramel for the evening, it really was a most enjoyable experience and i learned a lot.

W/we return to the dungeon and, after i am allowed something to eat, it is time for me to face my punishment. i have earned no further whip lashes during the day and so i have “only” 100 whip lashes to face. Before this weekend i had never been whipped and the most faced so far has been around 35. i will admit to being scared, but i was determined to take the pain for Goddess. First i am put into a cage in the dungeon, Goddess turns the light out and leaves the dungeon leaving me alone in the dark to contemplate my fate. Lying locked in a cage in darkness allows one to contemplate what is about to happen, this only serves to increase the tension building inside of me. 100 whip lashes, i don’t think i will be able to take it, it sounds like far too many. i lie there going over and over in my mind how it will be, and it gets worse the more i think about it.

Eventually i hear the door open and Goddess walk in, Her heels click across the floor as She approaches. The cage is unlocked and i am ordered out. Goddess takes Her time, everything is done very deliberately allowing the tension to build as i wait for the punishment to start. my wrists are changed high above my head so i am stretched a little, i feel Goddess behind me as She comes up close. Despite the situation i can’t help but enjoy Her closeness, Goddess’ presence is intoxicating in any situation. Goddess asks me if i’m scared, my answer pleases Her as i admit that i am. Goddess continues to take Her time, clearly enjoying my discomfort and fear. The whipping starts, it is the same whip with which i received my punishment the day before. It is painful, but worse is to come. i count every whip stroke, the count reaches 10 and i receive a brief respite as Goddess pauses to come up close to me again, enjoying my tension. The whipping begins again, with a brief pause every 10. i find myself using the count of 10 as a way of getting through. The whip is changed to the rubber flogger that Goddess tested out on me, but the strokes feel harder this time. Every whip stroke burns, i count, i cling on grimly determined to get through and take the pain for Goddess. i am now looking forward to getting to 10 and the pause. Goddess alternates the focus of Her whip strokes, my ass, my back, my ribs. No area of my body is safe from Her attention. By 50 i am hurting, my hands are clenched tight and i feel like the tension in my body can be sensed for miles around. There is still 50 more to go and the single tail whip to come, i have no idea what this will be like but will soon find out. The pain of the single tail whip is very different to the other two whips. It seems to be a more intense pain, more focused, but it doesn’t have the burning feel that the flogger does. The sound of the single tail only adds to the tension. The whipping continues in sets of 10, with Goddess coming up close against my back, even in the agony i enjoy Her touch. i repeat Her mantra to Her, it helps, focusing me on why i do this. “i worship You Goddess Ezada Sinn, i belong to You”. The count reaches 80, everywhere seems to hurt but there are just 2 more sets of 10 to go. “i can do this, focus on who you do this for”, i think to myself. The count continues, 86, 87, 88, 89, 90. My moment of relief is broken as Goddess continues, it feels much worse without that brief pause but i hang on for all i am worth, my hands are clenched so tight i am surprised my fingers haven’t dug holes in my palms. Finally the count reaches 100, everything is on fire. Goddess unchains my wrists and pulls me to Her, holding my head, comforting me. i am not ashamed to say i cried, i was so determined to hold on, the tension in me so great that the release of it brought tears. Goddess tells me She is pleased with how i took it and i feel pride. i am in pain but that no longer matters, i got through it for Her. i am sure there will be more painful whippings in the future, but this was my first real test and i got through it. This is what it means to belong to Goddess Ezada, to sacrifice oneself in pain to prove your devotion to Her. i worship You Goddess Ezada Sinn, i belong to You, never have those words felt more true than that moment.

With the punishment over it is time for Goddess to have some fun. Of course Goddess enjoyed the whipping, but this has aroused Her and She wants to re-enact the scene from earlier in the day. First i fetch the latex body bag that i cleaned earlier. The bag is laid down on the bench against wall and i lift myself up onto it. Before i am fastened into the bag Goddess collects a medium sized butt plug, it is a bit longer but not as thick as the large one i had been using earlier. Despite the earlier training ireally feel it hit home as it is fully inserted. Once i am plugged Goddess fastens the bag and i am helpless. It is an arousing feeling, the slickness of the rubber against your skin coupled with being completely unable to prevent Goddess doing whatever She wishes. The body bag has some convenient access points at the nipples and the groin. Soon my nipples feel Goddess’ attention as clamps are attached, these bite into my nipples but the pain in my nipples is also arousing. Goddess plays with nipples for a while, enjoying my expressions as She increases the pain. It is now time for Goddess to prove how much control She has over Her (my) cock. She teases me, bringing my to the edge time after time before stopping before i cum, it is a sweet torture, but torture nonetheless. i am about to learn about ruined orgasms first hand. Goddess continues teasing me, the tension builds and builds then, just as i am about to orgasm, Goddess stops. i cum, but there is no orgasm for me. my first ruined orgasm, but certainly not my last, not even my last that night. Goddess starts with the teasing again, again She expertly builds the tension, i am desperate to cum. By the time Goddess is finished, i have had 4 orgasms, all of them ruined. That is the most i have had consecutively, but Goddess tells me Her record with one of Her slaves is 11. Goddess collects the Doxy massager, i’ve had my orgasms (albeit ruined), it is now Goddess’ turn. She gets up to sit on my chest while using the massager. i feel Her weight on my chest, taking my breath away. i watch Goddess getting closer and closer to orgasm, wishing i could be involved but unable to do anything but lie and watch as Her pleasure increases. Very soon i get my wish to be involved, Goddess moves forward until Her crotch is by my face. The submissive feeling as you look up at Goddess from this position is amazing, i am just there for Her pleasure. Goddess sits on my face and i am in heaven, i can smell Her arousal as She uses my nose to bring Her pleasure. As i said earlier, Goddess is breath taking, and never has it been truer than this moment.

Goddess’ arousal sated, the session is over. i have suffered pain and ruined orgasms, but the session has been amazing and i would not change a thing. The marks on my body will show for days, but i wear them with pride, to suffer pain for Goddess Ezada is something to be proud of. i clean the dungeon, wash the body bag and hang it up to dry before going into the bedroom. Before bedtime Goddess wishes for a foot massage with some massage oil. i feel very privileged to be able to provide such a service to Goddess Ezada. i don’t start off very well, but Goddess explains how i should do it and i think i improved and in the end Goddess was happy. With a kiss to Goddess’ feet is time for sleep, Goddess lies down in Her bed and i on the floor.

The next morning starts with the foot massage ritual. i do this with mixed feelings, i love worshiping Goddess’ feet but it is mixed with the sadness that this is my last morning in Her presence. i serve Goddess coffee and breakfast for the final time. Once everything is cleaned up and packing is all done, it is time for us to part. Goddess tells me She is pleased with how i served Her, i am now a slave in training for the next 100 days, if i do well i may be collared. i am elated, nothing would make me happier than being Goddess’ collared slave, but i know there will be many challenges involved. i kneel before Goddess so my collar can removed “your collar is removed, but My ownership of you continues” Goddess tells me. i leave to get the train back home with a skip, my head is all over the place, but i am on cloud nine.

The weekend was truly the most amazing time of my life, never has Goddess’ mantra rang more true.

i worship You Goddess Ezada Sinn, i belong to You

11 04 2016

pink poodle’s first meeting with his Goddess part 3

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Morning breaks on the second day of my service to Goddess Ezada Sinn, it is a day which will bring surprise for both Goddess and i.

The day begins in the most wonderful fashion, worshiping Goddess’ feet. i have never before had a foot fetish but find this has changed, to be kissing Her feet while looking up into Her beautiful face is heaven. Every time i look up into Goddess’ eyes in this way i fall a little more under Her spell (if that is even possible).

Serving Goddess Ezada is not the 24 hour dungeon fantasy that i am sure it is in many male minds, there are many domestic tasks which Goddess requires to be done. Serving Her by performing these tasks brings just as much pleasure because it pleases Her. First coffee and breakfast are served, after this i am allowed the honour of brushing Goddess’ beautiful hair. Goddess has such beautiful hair, it was a pleasure to carry out this task.

Goddess decides She wishes to play a little with Her poodle. First i am on all fours while Goddess inserts one of the butt plugs from the training set. This is the medium one so it goes in quite easily, but i have no idea how long it will be in. i look over my shoulder and bark at Goddess Ezada and Her smile fills me with contentment. Goddess, however, is not yet finished. Goddess likes cages and i am to try one out for the first time, there is a standing cage in the corner of the bedroom. i am ordered in, it is only once i am in that i realise how small the cage is (it is fortunate that i am only small). Goddess locks the cage with a smile before leaving the room to go into the dungeon. i hear Her picking through things in the dungeon and wonder what torture i am soon to experience. When Goddess returns it is with some nipple clamps and a chain in Her hands. my movement is soon even more restricted as the clamps are fitted and the chain around the bars to keep me still. The pain of having the clamps placed is one thing, but Goddess pulls and twists them to increase the pain levels.

Goddess enjoys teasing and torturing my nipples before going back to the dungeon once more. Soon i find myself gagged with a penis gag while Goddess continues to torture my nipples with various clamps and Her fingers. By the end my nipples are quite sore and rather sensitive. However, the biggest torture is yet to come. Goddess returns with a blindfolded which is soon placed over my eyes while She gets changed. Oh what devilish torture, to know Goddess is getting undressed right in front of you and be unable to witness it.

Once dressed Goddess has something new in store, She has a new flogger and requires a test subject. Luckily, She has one stored in the cage in the corner and so i find myself ordered from the cage and onto all fours. Goddess’ new implement is a rubber flogger, a very new sensation for me and quite different to any other whip i will feel over the weekend. Goddess begins to flog my ass and i find there is a burning sensation with every strike. It is indeed a quite painful flogger, but certainly a beautiful looking piece of equipment. Goddess continues until my ass is a nice pink colour and She decides She has properly tested Her new flogger. my task now is to clean the equipment Goddess has used. my ass is pink and stinging, my nipples sore but i have loved every minute of Goddess’ attention.

During the day Goddess has a few sessions, while this goes on i wait in the bedroom until Goddess requires me. Many times i hear Goddess laughing, it makes me smile to think of Her enjoying Herself. After each session i am required to clean the dungeon and all the equipment that has been used, Goddess has standards and anything that is missed brings punishment. In between sessions i serve Goddess some food, chopped banana and pear. Whilst eating Goddess gestures to me to get into position and i am given a real treat, Goddess chews the banana and feeds me directly from Her mouth. It is the best banana i have ever tasted, the gift of Goddess’ saliva is a wondrous gift which should always be savored and treasured.

At the end of the last session one of Goddess’ friends arrives, Mistress Devina, followed a little while later by Sardax. Sardax presents Goddess with a gift, a beautiful portrait, it is a true piece of art which captures Goddess’ beauty perfectly. Goddess is generous enough to allow Her poodle to join Them and share in a bottle of wine. W/we have a very pleasant conversation before preparing to go out for a meal. Before getting dressed i have the medium butt plug inserted, i am to wear it to the restaurant. i’ve never worn a butt plug outside before and i find myself rather nervous and self- conscious even though no one else knows.

We walk across to the restaurant and here i make an error, i go to sit down before assisting Goddess with Her coat. Goddess has no hesitation in announcing i have earned 10 whip lashes, i have no idea if anyone overheard but this is simply irrelevant. What anyone else thinks is of no concern, only Goddess matters. As previously mentioned, Goddess controls everything, and so She orders O/our food, Steak with peppercorn sauce. Goddess is generous enough to add Her special spice (saliva) to the sauce. i do not know or care if anyone else noticed, Goddess holds my attention. Over dinner W/we enjoy a pleasant conversation, i am struck by how the essence of conversation is little different to a vanilla conversation. There may be some elements that are different, the subject of FemDom for example, but at the core the discussions are still about people’s relationships. After dinner W/we are provided with a treat, almost as great a gift as Goddess’ saliva, Sardax makes a pen and ink sketch of Mistress Devina. It is quite amazing to watch a true artist in action, what i would give to have even an ounce of the talent i am able to observe.

We return to the apartment, and after allowing the food to settle it is time for the dungeon. First it is time for my punishment before Goddess has some fun with Her poodle. Over the day i have earned 20 whip strokes, an improvement on the first day but this would be a whipping rather than a spanking. For this i am to be put into stocks, it is a kind of torture in itself to be manoeuvring into position the equipment which will immobilise you. The whipping begins and the pain is quite different to the rubber flogger, this provides more of a stinging sensation. They are both painful in different ways, but the flogger is perhaps more unpleasant. i count the whip strokes and reach 20, my ass is starting to feel rather warm now. However, Goddess decides that more whipping is needed just for Her enjoyment. By the end my ass feels hot and stings, if i could see it i am sure it would be very red.

i remain in the stocks while Goddess gets Her next piece of equipment. This is not for punishment, but for Goddess’ enjoyment. As Goddess walks in front of me, She is wearing what looks to me to be a huge strapon (i know there are much bigger ones in the dungeon though). i take it into my mouth, trying to put into practice the banana work i had been doing in Her distance training. i take it as deep as i can, gagging on it several times. Goddess enjoys fucking my mouth and making me gag for a while before it’s time for my other hole to be used. i am just a toy to be used for Her pleasure and helpless to do anything about it. She walks around behind me, i’m nervous, will it fit? How will it feel? Will it hurt? These things are pondered as Goddess prepares to put Her cock into my ass. It goes in easier than i expected, it seems the training has stretched my ass well. Goddess fucks my ass for a bit, but the position is not comfortable for Her. A change of plan is decided, i am about to find out just what it feels like to be teased by Goddess Ezada.

i am strapped down to the bench, Goddess delights in informing me that if i cum without permission i will earn 100 whip strokes. 100 whip strokes!!!! So far i have not even taken half of that, i am desperate to avoid this punishment. Anyone who has felt it will know, but Goddess Ezada makes an art form out of tease and denial. Under Her manipulations you will writhe and squeal as you are taken to the brink just for it to stop all of a sudden. To be teased so while trying not to come is the greatest torture yet and at the same time it also feels amazing. i am trying with everything i have not to cum but the sensations are just too much. Goddess tells me i must tell Her when i am about to cum and reminds me of the punishment for cumming without permission. Her ministrations take me to the edge time and time again, it really is torturous delight. i am straining not to cum so much that Goddess will later comment that She thought i was in more pain from that than the whipping.

Eventually i announce to Goddess that i am about to cum, there is simply nothing more i can do to stop it. Goddess, however, has other plans. Just as i am about to cum She squeezes Her (my) cock to trap the cum in the urethra. The pressure is immense, it is building up inside Her (my) cock. This is the most intense feeling i have ever had. Goddess keeps a grip on Her (my) cock but the pressure isn’t subsiding, the feeling of Her hand is only fuelling it more. The pressure continues to grow, Goddess hand is forced away and i have the most intense orgasm i have ever felt. i feel I’ve let Goddess down, but Goddess is laughing. i look up and see another surprise, there is blood coming from Her (my)cock. It doesn’t hurt, but there is definitely blood there. This is something neither of U/us has experienced before and so as a precaution the session is ended. While i clean up Goddess phones Her personal slave to check if there is any information on it. It seems the pressure was so intense that a blood vessel was burst. Such is the skill with which Goddess can tease She can make the cock bleed.

And so my second day in service to Goddess Ezada draws to a close in a most unexpected manner. i have the honour of worshipping Goddess’ wonderful feet before we take to O/our beds (floor in my case). The following day would bring my sternest test…

03 04 2016

pink poodle’s first meeting with his Goddess part 2

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And so my weekend serving Goddess Ezada begins with a kiss on Her hand. A weekend during which I would face pain & humiliation, meet some amazing people, watch an artist in action and have some amazing new experiences (and provide Goddess Ezada with a new experience too, but more on that later).

On first seeing Goddess Ezada i am struck by Her bearing. She walked across the airport so regally, there was no doubting who would be in charge (as if there ever was). On facing Goddess i was struck by Her beauty, so much more intense in person than Her pictures can ever do justice. The weekend begins with a taxi journey across to the dungeon, i am struck by how warm and engaging Goddess is. i had felt this during the distance training but to feel that in person was something else. Goddess manages to combine the ability of putting one at ease with ensuring one is aware who is in command. As the day went on i began to learn what it meant to be under Goddess’ control, i no longer have a choice in anything. When to eat, what to eat, in fact all decisions would be made my Her. one exists only to please her, as Her property one no longer has the right of choice.

We go to a nearby restaurant, it is here i earn my first punishment. Taking Goddess’ coat, i unintentionally allow it to touch the floor. Intentional or not, this is unacceptable and Goddess has no hesitation in telling me how many whiplashes i have just earned. We enjoy a very pleasant meal, chosen by Goddess of course, and return to the dungeon. Here i would have the pleasure of meeting Madame Caramel and Mistress Lilse, it was a genuine pleasure to meet them. Despite my nervousness and Their clear superiority, i found it impossible not to warm to them.

Goddess wishes for me to entertain Her and Her Friends. First i am to change into my pink poodle outfit, coming back into the dungeon Goddess and Madame Caramel (Mistress Lilse would arrive a little later) cannot help but laugh. i display myself, wiggle my tail and generally humiliate myself for

Their pleasure. It was humiliating, but hearing their laughter and pleasure mattered more than my ego ever could. After a while it is time for a change of outfit, Goddess leads me into the bedroom to change. Before changing Goddess gestures for me to move into Collaring position, the moment i have been waiting for so long. Goddess places the collar around my neck and closes it, now i truly feel like i belong to Her. i change into my next outfit, pink hair, big boobs and a pink tutu. Madame

Caramel teaches me how to serve champagne properly, something i would very much like to thank Her for. During the evening i serve Goddess and Her Friends, i also dance around and make myself look stupid for their pleasure. This is deeply humiliating and yet i revel in it, I find Their laughter and Their clear enjoyment so infectious that my humiliation becomes irrelevant. After a while it is time for Madame Caramel, Mistress Lilse and joris (Madame Caramel’s property) to leave to go for dinner.

It is at this point i make a grave mistake and the one i would suggest i am most disappointed about. i am to prepare Goddess some food. Sadly i allow myself to be so distracted by the situation that i do something which i would never normally do. i peel and handle a banana to prepare for Goddess Ezada, however, i neglect to wash my hands. This is a grave error and one which shames me even now. Goddess pronounces Her judgement.

A little later a slave arrives for a session with Goddess, whilst the session is carried out i am to wait in the bedroom until needed. Being in there while Goddess is in session is intriguing, i hear muffled sounds from the dungeon. Goddess’ mocking of the slaves, the sound of whips but most of all Goddess’ laughter. i love to hear Goddess laugh, not only does it mean She is enjoying herself, but it has an almost musical quality to it.

After the session has completed it is time to face my punishment. i have earned a total of 30 whip strokes. i am worried, this will be the first whipping i have ever taken and to add to this Goddess has decided that a punishment is best done publicly and so this will be in front of Mistress Lilse.

Sometimes in life some things are inevitable and one must accept them. When one is owned by Goddess Ezada then pain is inevitable, whether this is for punishment or just for Goddess’ pleasure.

The only thing to do is take the pain and enjoy Goddess’ obvious pleasure. It is to be a spanking this time, Goddess straps me down to bench and begins my punishment while i count. Mistress Lilse points out that i miscounted and 5 more strokes are added. By then end my ass is stinging and looking rather pink but i am through it. i realise this is only a starter, but it is a watershed moment for me and Goddess seems pleased. i am released and ordered to clean the dungeon, a task i willingly carry out several times over the weekend.

As the evening draws to a close i serve Goddess and Mistress Lilse as they relax, i manage to earn more punishment which will be delivered the following day. Mistress Lilse leaves and Goddess and i retire to bed, i have the floor of course. To look up at Goddess before one goes to sleep is a wonderful feeling, i feel myself drawn into Her eyes.

A kiss on Her hand signals the end of my first day in Her service, a wonderful start but the following day would bring a new experience….for both of U/us………

08 03 2016

pink poodle’s first meeting with his Goddess part 1

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After 6 months of distance training I decided to meet poodle for the first time, in London. he wrote the story below while waiting for Me in the airport.

you’ve been in Goddess Ezada’s distance training for several months, followed Her orders, tried your hardest to amuse Her. Then you receive the message you’ve been waiting for “I want to meet you in person soon.” For me, this seemingly simple message was enough to fill me with a whirlwind of emotions anticipation, nervousness, excitement & arousal.

As the day draws nearer the excitement increases, but the nervousness comes with it. A plethora of thoughts and doubts go through your head; “will She like me”, “will i be able to prove myself worthy of Her”, “can i take the pain She requires”, “can i serve to Her standard” and the main one of all “please don’t let Her down”.

It is the day before our meeting and Goddess calls, i jump at this unexpected honour. Nervousness kicks in, but it is coupled with excitement. Goddess has such a beautiful voice it is impossible not to be captivated by it. When the word dungeon comes up the nervousness comes back. The dungeon was expected, but what will the reality be? It is the unknown which most scares us but we must not allow it to cripple us. The phone call ends and i find myself thinking about Our/our meeting and the excitement comes back. The anticipation of being fortunate enough to serve Goddess makes me smile. i think about what She might do, the things i have seen in Her clips and excitement is back.

There is, however, an underlying doubt. i’ve trained using a large butt plug but will it be enough? i’ve seen some of Goddess’ strap-ons and they look huge. i’ve been training my nipples with pegs but will it be enough? Will i be able to take enough pain for Her? Can i serve Her well enough? All of these thoughts go through my mind but the thought of proving my worth to Goddess galvanises me.

It is decided that We/we will meet at the airport as Goddess likes being met at the airport. Paramount in my thought was “do not be late”, so I travel through the night arriving in London 6 hours before Her flight is due to arrive. As I wait for the bus Goddess sends me a message “in 24 hours you will be asleep at My feet like a good poodle”. i smile, I have been sleeping on the floor in practice but to be near Goddess’s feet is something I have dreamt of.

As i sat in the airport writing my thoughts as ordered by Goddess it is just 2 hours until Her arrival. i am struggling to contain my excitement. Goddess post a picture on twitter, She is at the airport dressed in the most amazing leather coat and my heart skips a beat. She looks so beautiful, i can’t believe i am actually going to meet Her. Excitement is now overcoming nervousness, this is after all the moment i have been waiting for what seems like the whole of my life. It is now just an hour until Goddess Ezada is scheduled to arrive, the anticipation is killing me. The minutes seem to pass so slowly. Another look at Her image makes my heart skip. i don’t think i will believe this is happening until i am kneeling in front of Her. Just ten minutes have passed but it seems like hours, what will i do when i meet Her? i stand at the meeting area in the airport and i see Goddess arrive, but She has not spotted me and sits down. i approach Her, totally unsure what to do. Goddess puts Her hand out, I kiss it and everything seems right. The most amazing weekend of my life has just begun…..

Did he please Me? Stay tuned to find out.