Kink Queens Magazine is a celebration of Female Supremacy and Dominant Women, and I am pleased to announce My devotees and fans that I am on the cover of the 14th issue. Read an exclusive interview with Me where I talk about My kinks and My ideas about Female Supremacy on pages 1-17.
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A year ago my life changed irrevocably, i found religion. This religion is EzadaSinnism. Before this i never realised how empty my life was. i knew i was missing something, i was searching for something but i did not know what it was.
Now, as i look back, i see my life in 2 parts. The first part i shall refer to as Before Goddess, the second i shall call Anno Dea (the year of the Goddess).
In years 40-1 BG (before Goddess) my life seemed normal, i did all the normal things. i worked, i visited friends, i went on holiday. All seemed as it should be, i thought i was happy but i was never fulfilled. my life at this time seemed without purpose, without any plan. my degree, my work, everything in my life just happened, it was not planned. i lacked direction, my energy was without focus.
In 0AD (Anno Dea) all this changed, finding my new religion has had a profound effect. Under Goddess’ supreme guidance i have found a focus, Goddess’ pleasure. All my energies used with one purpose in mind. For those of us with a submissive nature pleasing another brings more pleasure than pleasing oneself, there can be no greater fulfilment. To sacrifice and test oneself for one’s Owner brings the ultimate satisfaction. The smile on Goddess’ face at my suffering brings the ultimate joy.
Under Goddess’ supreme guidance my life has improved in several ways. Firstly i have begun to realise my deepest fantasies, some i am not sure i realised i had. The reality is very different from the fantasy, but more fulfilling for it. In fantasy it is often all about the bondage, the whipping, the strap-on etc. The reality is about servitude, sometimes this will be a whipping, at other times it will be about domestic chores. It doesn’t matter what the activity is, if it is in service to Goddess Ezada it will be done and my feeling of fulfilment is much greater than anything i could do for myself. Cleaning the dungeon for Goddess can bring the same fulfilment as taking a whipping for Goddess’ pleasure. To be useful to Goddess Ezada is to know joy.
Through Goddess Ezada i have been able to visit new places, meet new people and form connections in this new world of Female Supremacy. Serving at the Fem Dom Retreat was an amazing honour and i met some truly wonderful people. True, there were some very scary and nervous times. i was exposed and humiliated in front of everyone, but making Goddess happy filled me with the biggest sense of pride i could ever imagine.
Under Goddess’ orders i have begun to look after myself better. my eating habbits have improved, i eat more salad, more fruit and eat less junk food. i am now leaner than ever before, i’ve never been overweight but there was room for improvement. Goddess demands perfection and this is what i must work towards, if i ever achieve it is another question.
Finally, thanks to Goddess’ training i am able to accept who i am. The submissive part of me is nothing to be ashamed of, but something to be proud of. All of us, great or small, have a part to play in life. One cannot be happy until one knows one’s part. Goddess has shown me the way, i know my part, to serve my wonderful Owner. Only through this service can i find true fulfilment.
i know there will be more trials and tribulations in the future, but i couldn’t imagine my life any other way.
Life in 2 parts
Pre-Goddess
Post-Goddess
Pre-Goddess:
No direction
Control, it lies at the core of human life and society. For as long as humans have existed it has been the case. Some are in control, others are controlled. Each has a place in society. Goddess Ezada Sinn is definitely in control, She loves control. Goddess enjoys having control of every facet of Her slaves lives. What they eat, when they eat, how they eat, how they use the toilet. All these things and more will be controlled by their Goddess. Her beauty and charm make it effortless for Her to take over.
It was early in my training when Goddess began to take control, and it was as easy for Her as breathing. i had just started Goddess’ advanced training when Goddess told me i was no longer allowed to pee standing up. This is just the beginning of Goddess taking control of the most intimate and natural activities. At home or work having to sit down to pee does not present a problem, but imagine when one goes to a football match. All the cubicles are full (usually of people smoking), it is tempting to cheat, but Goddess’ command is firm in one’s mind. So, wait one must and venture into the smoke filled cubicle to sit down to pee as Goddess wishes.
Orgasm control……..this is one of Goddess’ most favourite things. Goddess will have as many orgasms as She wishes, the slave only when and how She wishes. One never knows how or when one will be permitted to orgasm. One thing is for certain, it will be nothing like before Goddess took control. Goddess likes to have Her slaves locked in chastity devices, but whether locked or not, the slave is not free to orgasm at will. If not in chastity one must exercise mental chastity. In some ways mental chastity can be harder than being locked, having the ability to touch oneself but not having permission can be torture. Goddess, of course, knows this and uses this to increase Her control over Her slaves.
Goddess will continue to find new ways to demonstrate Her control. you may be going about your day as normal when a message from Goddess appears. “Edge yourself for me”. This is sweet torture, finally having permission to touch oneself but knowing that no pleasure will come of it. To bring oneself to the edge of orgasm time and time again is a most frustrating experience. The desire to continue and cum is strong, but again, Goddess command is firm in one’s mind “do not cum”.
When one is permitted to orgasm, it will be how and when Goddess decides. In a way which will amuse Goddess. It may be humiliating or it may be painful. A message may come through “eat it”, and you will dutifully go ahead and carry out the humiliating task. Alternatively, you may find tabasco sauce being used in ways you never thought it would. Let me tell you, tabasco sauce hurts. It doesn’t matter how painful or humiliating, you will do it because Goddess wishes it.
Her slave’s diet will also be controlled by Goddess. A message from Goddess informed me i am now on a special diet. i am not fat, but Goddess wants perfection. Obeying Goddess’ command, i have no more sweets and more salads. Yes, Goddess is over 500 miles away, but cheating has never entered my mind. Goddess holds such control that doing anything but follow Her orders is not even considered.
It is not just through Her explicit commands which Goddess takes control, there is a level of implicit control. Serving Goddess changes one’s perspective, your own wants and needs seem unimportant. Your vanilla life becomes nothing more than a means to an end, the end being pleasing Goddess Ezada Sinn. The first thought in the morning and last thought at night will be of Goddess.
i wake up in the morning and the first thing i do is apply nipple clamps, i welcome the pain knowing that it is what Goddess wishes. In work, I carry on my job as normal, but always wondering if there is anything i can do to make Goddess smile. i create implements with which Goddess will be able inflict pain. It is a strange concept to make something knowing it will be used to bring one pain, but i do this to please Goddess. i send humiliating pictures and videos hoping they will amuse Goddess, dignity not important alongside Her beautiful smile.
So, here i am, a once free male who longer has any control. i belong to Goddess Ezada Sinn and i couldn’t be happier.
Blog entry written by My collared slave sit. I love My slave sit very much.
The time between Christmas and the New Year is always a very special time that makes one look back at the passing year. And oh, My Goddess, what a great year that has been. To tell you the truth, I cannot remember to have ever spent a greater time than in 2015.
Looking back now, there was one highlight chasing the other, highlights stringed like pearls on a thread (I still miss a pearl bracelet by the way, frank): My fantastic Thailand vacation in February, several great stays in London and the UK attending brilliant events like the Femdom Ball hosted by My dear friend and sister in mind, the wonderful Madame Caramel and the Femdom Retreat organized by the lovely Ava von Medisin, visiting The English Mansion and using slaves together with the great Sidonia von Bork, traveling to Costa Rica and taking part in the Domme Trips event there in October, hosting My own Femdom Decadence party in Bucharest in December which was a real success, too many real fun weekend trips all over Europe with My collared slaves to even remember… My own move to Western Europe, launching the House of Sinn, home of Femdom Decadence. Oh, I could just go on and on raving about the highlights of 2015.
Yet, thinking back… What really satisfied and fulfilled Me the most were the people I have been with. Fellow Dominatrices from all over the world. Old friends and new friends. Way too many to name them all here. And I do not want to leave anyone out. Lady friends, sisters in spirit, companions, indulging in the fulfillment and fun that lies in Female Domination.
But not the Female friends alone come to My mind when I am thinking back now. Without all of you male subjects out there around the world, all this wouldn’t have been possible: My hubby who did a great job serving Me over the year, My growing stable of collared slaves totally dedicated to My service, My flock of enthusiastic devotees united in their eager worship for Me, My thousands and thousands of followers on Twitter, My friends on Fetlife, the countless readers of My blog and website and last but sure not least: My valued customers on clips4sale and other stores, who have supported Me so generously over the year. 
A little alphabetical fun whilst I was day dreaming of You today!
A is for Authority. Her authority in Her pets lives is calm, assured ant totally controlling.
B is for Beguiling. Her natural beauty is beguiling, bewitching and mind boggling.
C is for Chastity. Whether mental or physical Mistress is in absolute control.
D is for Discipline. Her slaves must be totally disciplined in their service to Her. Mistakes and failures are intolerable and lead to strict discipline until corrected.
E is for Ezada. Exquisite, enchanting and exotic. The world’s leading Female Supremacist.
F is for Feet. Mistress’s divine must be worshipped, pampered and massaged daily by Her subjects.
G is for Gift. We are grateful for the gift of our gracious Goddess.
H is for Heels. And killer heels. Mistress possesses a dazzling array of leather and patent leather boots and shoes just waiting to be worshipped by Her salves tongues.
I is for Intelligence. Not just physically stunning Mistress also possesses a sublime mental beauty.
J is for Journey. Once a slave embarks on a journey of discovery under Mistress Ezada’s control his life suddenly has meaning and purpose and becomes complete.
K is for Kiss. Whip kisses. The kiss of Mistress’s whips induces feelings of great joy for the slave knowing he is giving pleasure to his Mistress.
L is for Leather. What else! The sight of our Goddess dressed from head to toe in Her favourite leather must rank as the eighth wonder of the modern world.
M is for Mesmerising. Her mesmerising presence will cast a spell on you. One from which you will never want to escape.
N is for Nipple. Your nipples become Her Playthings, Her toys, to squeeze and tease for Her pleasure.
O is for Orgasm. She will have multiple orgasms at your expense. You, if lucky, will have a very occasional ruined one. Orgasm control is one of Her specialities.
P is for Passion. Her passion, your pain, Her pleasure. Simple.
Q is for Queen. She is Queen of all She surveys, the absolute monarch in in the Queendom of Female Supremacy.
R is for Red. Her favourite colour. Whilst She looks regal in black She looks ravishing in red.
S is for Sanctum. To worship Goddess’s Sanctum is the greatest honour that can be bestowed upon any slave.
T is for Torture. Her beauty and Her style will torture your mind and soul. For ever.
U is for Utopia. Her utopian view is of a Female led society where a male’s only usefulness is to serve and obey. Perfect.
V is for Voice. That voice, so soft and sensual yet demanding and strict.
X is for X rated. The best X rated Femdom clips on the Internet in Her Clips4sale store. Now ranked in the top 25 studios in the world!
Y is for Yearning. Once you have experienced Mistress Ezada your yearning to serve Her grows by the day.
Z is for Zeal. We are zealous in our pursuit of Her guidance and Her control. We know it is the perfect way of life.
by My collared slave len
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