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03 09 2016

My distance training bitch sucked a real cock for Me

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Distance training can be very fulfilling, having a male do everything I wish despite the distance is very arousing. I use them to fulfil My fantasies, like My Australian slave. I had fantasised about having a slave suck cock for Me on Skype, he was just perfect for it. I knew he wanted it too, but I could tell he was scared. I decided to take My time, I wanted it to be perfect and didn’t want to scare him off.

First I had to make him feel slutty. It was so much fun making him dress in pink lingerie, and put on whorish makeup. Making him perform a lap dance for Me on Skype was very humiliating for him and so arousing for Me. Seeing he was locked in his little chastity cage made Me even more aroused.

After a few lap dances I could tell he was beginning to enjoy it, on his way to becoming the slut I wanted. Time for the cock sucking training. My slut in training had to buy bananas, he wasn’t told why but he suspected. From the size of the bananas, I knew I had found myself a real slut. The first time would be on Skype for Me, I enjoyed watching him struggle. Gagging on the banana, marking it with his teeth. Not so good, but he would get better with training. I ordered him to send pictures and videos of his training, so much fun to see his progress.

After a month it was time to see his progress on Skype. I had him put bright red lipstick on, giving him pouty cock sucking lips. He had to kiss the whole length of the banana, lick the tip, then take the banana slowly between his red cock sucking lips. With the banana about halfway in he starts gagging, I instruct him to slowly remove the banana and try again. After a few attempts he swallows the whole thing, so arousing seeing his big red lips slowly engulf the entire thing. I make him bob up and down on the banana and moan so I knew he was enjoying it. I loved hearing him gag as it hit the back of his throat. he held up the banana for Me to inspect and there were no teeth marks, he was ready.

For the real thing I decided to use a professional escort rather than a random stranger. My slut was nervous and his safety is important. W/we both felt that this would be safer and they would have seen and understand all kinks. I found a company called Dirty Playbook and visited their website dirtyplaybook.com.au/. Finding the gay section, I looked over the pictures searching for the right specimen. There he was, just perfect, athletic, toned, shaved, pretty face and seemingly taller than My slut. Though I could not see it, from the bulge it appeared he had a nice big cock.

Contact was made, I explained to him what I desired. he understood everything, this really was going to be perfect, and I set a date for the event.

The day arrived, I had My slave log on to Skype and set up the camera in a convenient position for Me. I decided to have him dress very slutty, big fake boobs, tight short latex dress (slave’s idea, I knew he was a real slut). Next was the lipstick, giving him bright red cock sucking lips. I had him bend over, shake and smack his little ass for Me, I was really getting into the mood.

A knock on the door: show time. My slut answered the door VERY nervously. The guy walked in and he was exactly as the pictures showed. Now I was really getting aroused, having My property debase themselves for Me is so so exciting. To get everyone in the mood, My slut had to perform a lap dance. Oh how much fun to see his humiliation as he moved his slutty ass.

Time for the main event, slut looked so reluctant as he knelt down in front of the cock. I knew he wanted it really and he knew I wanted it. All he had to do was what I had trained him to do. he reluctantly started to kiss it, his face looking very flushed. As he licked the tip I could tell he was starting to enjoy it, maybe even eager. Wrapping his lips around it and slowly moving his mouth up and down. Gag gag gag, what a wonderful sound. I was getting very aroused by the show, I just had to get my magic wand, why should My slut have all the fun?? Seeing his head bob up and down the length of the cock made Me very wet. My slut was really enjoying this now, I could see from his chastity device. And the culmination, when the guy took the condom off and covered My slut’s face in a thick layer of cum – that was priceless.

As we talked afterwards, My slave admitted how much he enjoyed the experience. As for Me……I can’t wait to do it again, but should it be this slut or another newbie?

26 06 2016

About love in My D/s relationships

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People often ask Me, whether there can be love in a D/s relationship. And quite often they are then surprised about My answer: Love is not only an option but a condition and the foundation of a true D/s relationship.

For people with a vanilla background this is hard to understand. How can it be love when a woman in leather boots severely whips a male who is tied to a whipping post and screaming in pain? How can a man feel love for a woman who finds pleasure in letting him crawl behind her on a dog leash during her high street shopping tour?

But not only vanilla people are astonished when I tell them about love in a D/s relationship. Sometimes fellow professional Mistresses express their reservation too. For some the submissive male is an anonymous client in the best case. More often than not he is just a worthless and despised irrelevant piece of crap.

For Me, this is totally different. And maybe this one of the main reasons that professional sessions with men that I do not have a personal relationship with have become rather uninteresting for Me.

So, when talking about love in a D/s relationship let´s look at the male perspective first: Does the slave love the Mistress who punishes him relentlessly? Of course he does. If he wouldn´t love her, he couldn’t do that: Stand the pain, take the humiliation. But wait a second I can hear the vanilla people say: The slave in the D/s relationship does he not exactly want this? Does he not enjoy the pain, relish the torture, indulge in it? Well let Me tell you: In most cases he does not. A masochist would. But I am not talking about masochists here. I am talking about “s”ubmissives. To tell You the true: I am not really interested in masochists. A masochists gets his personal kick out of the pain. It is about his kick and I am not interested in serving as a kick supplier for males. I am interested in My own lust and fulfillment. And so should any male who tries to fight his way through the thistly thorn hedge that securely surrounds My polyandry house.

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The submissive male is totally different from the masochist. There is a clear distinction between them that surprisingly seems to go unnoticed by the general public. The submissive is after submission. It is about subordinating under a stronger will, under a creature of a higher order, under female divinity. The submissive seeks to proof his allegiance, his devotion, his surrender to the Domina. His objective is to pamper and serve her to the best of his abilities. Her bliss is the centre of his live. And what more valuable concept could there be for a male?

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Enduring pain and humiliation for the true submissive is not a means to selfishly satisfy hinmself and his male lust. It is a means to show the Domina that he endures that for Her. It is nothing but a proof of love. Without a love deeply felt and routed and founded within himself he could not go through all that. The whipping, the pain, the humiliation, the degradation. Only love can carry him through that. So in the whipping the message of the Dom is (at least in general) not “I torture you because I want to punish you” it is definitely not “I torture you because I hate you.”. It is “I torture you so that you can show your love to Me.” As incomprehensible as this may seem to the vanilla word, the whipping so becomes an act of love.

But what about the other side of the whip, what about the Domina and her feelings towards the slave? Well I have to say I have encountered many different perspectives of fellow Mistresses on this issue. I cannot and will not speak for all of them here. I only want to talk about Myself. And for Me it is very clear. I have a personal relation to only a very limited number of submissives who were lucky enough to get so far. In these D/s relationships I surely feel the love of the slave and I respond to it. I graciously open Myself for his feelings and encourage him to follow this path. I am deeply convinced that the slave needs that assertion from the Domina that she understands what he is telling her in his submission: “i offer myself to You, please accept my body and soul as a sacrifice.” It is then when the two souls of the D and the s can communicate without words, when they meet in a world of their own.

So, then, do I love My slaves who offer and submit themselves to Me? Well … yes, but not in a classic romantic way. No, My love is quite different from that… First of all I am very proud of My slaves and devotees. They are like faithful, valuable and useful human dogs. I cherish what they are and do for Me to make My life so wonderful. Seeing them humbly serve Me and follow My every order makes My heart sing with joy.

But it is even more than that, more than mere pride of ownership…. I love their abandonment, their unconditioned dedication, their addiction and commitment to Me. So what I deeply love in them is their fathomless love for Me. A love that they can express by overcoming their inhibitions, by enduring My whippings, by silently suffering under the high heels of My boots, by praying to My divinity. It is this love that makes them special and can make Me love them in return, though in a different way.

22 09 2014

London, October 7-14

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I will be in London between October 7-14, 2014 and once again I will be a guest in Madame Caramel’s well equipped Hoxton Dungeon.

I will be available for private sessions (strictly by appointment – contact form) on October 7, 8 and 10.

On October 12-th I will be doing some outdoors video shooting with Mistress Evilyne, read this blog post for details and application info.

October 13-th will be dedicated to double sessions with Mistress Evilyne in her Dungeon Manor (use the contact form to book).

Favorite activities: slave training / obedience training, goddess worship, orgasm control, face sitting/smothering, nipples torture, CBT, corporal punishment (spanking, whipping), degradation, humiliation, strap-on, sissy training, bisexuality training, imprisonment, golden showers, latex, leather. Overnight sessions available too.

Book your sessions in advance if you don’t want to miss this chance to serve Me.